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fuck
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the girl ontop
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like bouncing on the girl
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FUCK

dis was something i forgot to describe during the post below. HAHAA. this person who was telling me oso was there. LOL! this is relating to the red text in the post below.

eh. im not pervert. so stop thinking that x(

lol. fri see the grey and red shirt again. juz that they wore black & white this time. + stockings! <3 <3 <3 hahahahaha! :3 was so high that day. a group of us event went up to the 3rd floor sitting around 3 tables away from them to see them.

the white one sitting on one of the black shirt girl's legs. legs spread. WAHH!! damn high la. LOL! hahaha i can still vividly remember the scene and the image it burned into my mind. i will someday and somehow find out their course and class. hurhur.

now to the emo news. i accidentally sold off my Fencer Helm and saved without knowing it. damn it la. 3days (40hrs of gameplay) and i played for naught. was damn emo and angry. why am i such a noobshit? in school ytd i was oso a noobshit. only jan, jiawei & ericson knows why. haiz. x( ITS SO SADDENING RIGHT. MY HELM!

ps : everything i do, i do so with reasons. do not blame me. instead, try to understand me.

im a bitch. really.

i just went up to someone just now in msn and asked him what would u like to know about some people. he was hesitant at first. but then i told him afew things about some people. x) dun wry its highly unlikely anyone of u guys so dun bother asking or worrying. dun think u even know dem.

i was random coz i was disturbed. mentally. i felt like shit. dunno y.

i felt happy in school coz i always see 2 girls. damn hot. really sumpa LOL! =x one always in RED! & the other always in grey/black. like trademark clothes. macham the SB de Bryant. <3 <3 <3 met them at fc3 today. ytd fc6. last week everyday at t19/fc6 HAHAHA! woot.

i felt happy earlier too x) coz i know some people are suffering. not african kids. im not RACIST. hahaha! and i found out that people who look like chao ahlians may actually be really nice people =D and those innocent looking kinds are the WORST.

"innocent looking girl actually is most bad liao" - Wei Koon

"smoker got 2 kind nia. chio or ahlian" - Wei Koon

i still really feel like shit hahaha. coz i talked to u. hope i feel better after this night's few hours of sleep.

lol i dunno wads wrong with me nowadays.

ive become emo. seriously this feeling sux. i dunno what happened. seriously its just that ive lost interest in everything im doing. even dotaing. so what if i got that holyshit during that match? so what if ppl pm me to be the fill their last. half of the time for an inhouse.

maybe one day. ill just organise an outing. and we'll go eating, pool, movie & bbq/fishing overnight. just wanna forget reality for awhile. dunno y hahaha.

another thing is the more u get to know a person. the more bad points u will spot and things u dislike about them increases. actually i rarely get to know more good points of a person as i know that person better. the best ppl are still from dazhong and dunearn. dunearn guys who are in SMIT are steady, on and haven change for the worse. the females i know who came to SP have become LAPSAP. almost everyone i know has changed. except the handful i know. x)

im at a lost now x( dunno wad to do. someone once told me this(below). i know its true. but haiz x( emo. but not emo bcoz of this. i dunno wad im emo of.

"The only constant is Change" - Shu Wei

movie was fun. LIU YI FEI AND LI BINGBING IS LOVE <3
*screw that faggot angmoh kid. he gets to hold liu yifei. holy swt mother of..*

ok back to serious business. hahaha x) im back to using minor vulgarities


i always think ahead. think of all the what-ifs. think of all the outcomes and consequences. thats why whenever i go to bed. i will think for around 1-3hours. reflections & thinking of what-ifs. those who know me well enough would know im not joking x) . i just stoned for 30mins juz now. my psp running & ignoring msn ppl. doing nothing but think of today's events.

*deleted off : sensitive issue HAHAHA!*

why did Ikki become a storm rider initially? to have fun. to fly.

i didnt know so many ppl had so many problems. really. hahaha

anw tml going watch movie wif the ex-CRUSADERS. forbidden kingdom if im not wrong. 32 people? LOL!

den the LAN Gaming Event is coming back again. we're gonna make it big this time. we're not gonna be fucked around with. dun come give us that lj face kthxbye. but the prob is that event chair muz be in MAIN COMM to have the paperwork stuff made easier x1000.

heres the deal. to become a part of the MAIN COMM u hafta go thru a crap shit tekan camp. den go thru liao oso may haf a chance nv kena MAIN COMM. anyway we had many reasons y we didnt want to be part of the MAIN COMM. the MAIN COMM ppl wud surely SUCK this year. i haf few intentions of staying around in SMIT already. but i feel that if i can become part of the MAIN COMM ( if i haf the ability and luck ) i would do so solely for the LAN Gaming event. weishan gave the pep talk. it did work on me.

well enough of this shit crap thing. cya all in school. x)

wah today sibei bored lor.

late for class but heng its tanboonyuen. he damn free and easy. hahaha den wait wait surf web. go friendster forum etc. lolol

finally school over! 8-1130am. den go hang arnd the benches outside mlt12. the view there was exceptional! hahaha if anyone of u got wad i meant. waited for haoyuan(nelson) to come den we waited for the dbit/dba classes to leave to catch a glimpse of the year 1s there. finally we left SP.

i went to clementi sports hall to watch afew A' Division Basketball games.


jinwei, ziyi, chonghao, eric also came to watch.

ppl i didnt expect to see : peirong & jieying gang.
vincent & bindy etc. (haha ur leg sprain cannot play)


SAJC vs NJC
JJC vs TPJC( or wad crap tampines? )
PJC vs eh i forgot LOL!


(no.10 JACKY TAN HAO JIE . MVP for PJC!)


i cheered for him leh. i so nice de ziyi jinwei chonghao ask me diam. PJC LOST COZ JACKY NV PLAY much! he in for 3-5mins already 5 points leh. COACH Y DUN U UNDERSTAND THAT FACT! den i saw pjc gal's team. wah got afew damn chio de lor. wooot. but zhong kan bu zhong yong. jacky told us their girls game score against hwa chong girls. 114 - 8? woot. or around there LOL!


den we wait jack jack go eat hoh. the coach talk damn long. wah knn sian. den leave liao got one GUY went up to jacky smile smile open the umbrella and share wif him. WTF? THATS GO GAY! LOL! den we behind there keep laugh and choke. FUCK U! JACKY! U SUCK.


den normal normal day after that lor.
ps : enqi & shiyun dun emo la. i know how it is like. x(

hahaha.

anyway my day was like.. boring? morning met weileong at jurong east mrt den found out we both nid to be in class by 1030? 10mins late and marked absent. in the end both of us were marked absent T__T ! 2nd day of school only leh! kaoz. den den whole day no mood lor. nv listen to lesson juz keep bloghopping, listen music and surf web.

the funny part came during break. LOL! there was these 2 totally *drools* chiobus.

i noticed them. one was wearing a dunno wad u call that. grey coloured. and the other girl in red wif black cardigan. den i see damn long leh. hitherto, i went over to my friends at the other tables. our conversation goes:

Me: eh u got see the grey and black red one?
Kevin: of coz. 我很早就在看了
Matthew: the red one nice nia.
KieLoong: huh? what? where?

den the seniors(year 3s) came. its like.. we all knew wad we all were talking about without even saying la.

Me: eh u got see the...
Ericson: yea i saw. the red one good.
Adrian: the red one buang.
Me: eh juz now i juz now purposely go buy drink see see leh haha.
Ericson: *gets up to go buy drink*
Gavin: *follows* eh alpha wad drink u wan i help u buy*
YongHui: 她们要走了

*and alot others i forgot, alot*

and today quite emo x( . never get to see someone hahaha.

tml going watch Jacky play his A division. hope PJC gets into 2nd round. =) jinwei ziyi eric chonghao & me going to watch and cheer him on. wooot. shuwei jianwen wanyi all cannot make it *cries* hahaha. before that gotta go shoutout @ fc6. gonna own the business ppl HAHAHA! cheers. coz of that match i cant go FOR meeting sorry people =/

nites everyone.

woo! my laptop left click that button called wad. below touch pad. it spoil liao finally after 1 year. hahaha. finally got valid reason to change laptop. x) but cant get it so soon.

and im really a dumbass. i cant seem to do anything right for myself. i can do the world for others and their stuff but nothing good for myself. i haf signs of a slipped disc. my right side. been doing too much crap. and having not enough sleep and rest. having too many commitments and having to HONOUR your words can be a burden.

"Honour, can be a burden at times" - Angeal, FF7 Crisis Core

hahaha. other than that i changed the skin. made alot of crap adjustments. took me the whole day x( . today ima sleep @ some unearthly hours again. << opps i left off here and went for my dota game @ 2am. tts y i stopped talking to some of u abruptly in msn. SORRY! hahaha. now im in school and i continue this. x)

i woke at 630am. slept arnd 3hrs. went to sch. missed 3 trains den go school for gems. met kevin and his fren. den go classssssss. the teacher was none other than ELYNN CHEE! our CD teacher for sem 1. HAHHAA. den blah blah. one whole damn class only 2 gals. everyone complained. den after gems, mat, kev and i left for T20 for our next lesson. along the way, one girl moved out of the way, smiled and waved etc. i didnt know who. LOL SORRY!

den after moving closer, i asked her damn rudely, "你是谁啊？" it was huixuan. wahh. i felt so bad lor x( . morning time i still blur blur. really sryyyy. hahaha. den go back T20 until now still at LEON CHUA lesson. leon chua is GOD. woot, den go for minibreak see some hypocrites. guess who?

M _ _ _ _ _ knn damn suay sia. first day kena bad omen. __ i didnt say who. well most ppl do.

signing off.

家荣 << my chinese name ( coz some ppl say it sounds nicer than my eng name T__T )

OMG LA I MUZ CHANGE LINK LIAO.

TOO MANY PPL I DUNNO HOW? BUT READ MY POSTS AND BEEN THRU MY BLOG.

ESP SOME PPL WHO I SHOT AT T___T GG!!!

yo peepz.

sry abt that post earlier. pls ignore it. but i aint gonna delete it. smit was once my life. lived for it. skipped school for it. even when my parents were sick, i helped out in its events.

guess im going over to cscc soon (high chance). at least i dunno any fuckers there yet.
or maybe i would just be more active in cscc. maybe show my face around afew smit events.

well the day started. 1030am was in sch. FOR planning meeting. many ppl's ideas were thought of lightly. coz of too MANY planners. den some loser came in and suggested that the seniors dun pay for the event. come on. u mofo. u didnt make ur seniors pay in yesteryear? thats ur farking prob. why should we omit u this year? u WASTE (not use) our resources. u idiots waste the air that sustains USEFUL & DESERVING people like us too, if i might add in.

-deleted post on whole day-
*edit* blogger didnt allow me to edit so i del x)
-Freshmen Party @ Concourse

ps : feiwen, thx for the compliment but i dun think i deserve that. im not fit to be one.

(sry if wendy, dehui or anyone involved if u see this coz i cant take it anymore)

For Freshman Orientation Reunion event:

GL = planner. (+GPs : enqi, feiwen, raymond, xuanjun and afew others)
GP = helper (saikang) wooo the extras that you cant fucking live without.

listen here. i can tell u all that i can FUCKING plan better than most of the people in that FUCKING room. look at what i did wif the LAN Gaming event wif Ervin. look at the time i spent. everyday for 2-3 weeks until 930pm? staying overnight THROUGHOUT weekends. and all of u FUCKING COMPLAIN and FUCKING WHINE and FEEL THAT U FUCKING DONE ALOT? those FUCKING people like dehui (woah big fuck?) talk to people without looking at them? PLEASE. U WANNA EARN MY RESPECT? HAH! i will always FUCKING remember wad DEHUI said "im the most committed" wah fuck hahaha. ur juz new at things here. experience, commitment everything u lose out. im sure many who know me well enough can tell u that. IM FUCKING LOW PROFILE & I DUN GO AROUND WHINING HOW MUCH U HAF TO DO ETC.
@DEHUI : if u can be even 50% of the person i am, i take my hat off to you. kthxbye.

u think u all did a great job? woah fuck my house spiders. xuanjun a planner? wow coz hes a station game IC, so-called leads people doesnt make him a great planner. i tell u all something. @heeren station games. he didnt fucking really do much. juz led ppl to me and I(YES ME) had to do the shouting everything for 6-7/8 GROUPS THAT CAME BY. I HAD A FUCKING THROAT INFECTION? couldnt speak the nxt day. AND ALSO, he left before every group finished. but.. CREDIT GOES TO XJ WOO! i dun mind that. seriously but coz of that he gets to plan while im digging holes for ppl to shit in?
i kept quiet about that. didnt wanna say anything. coz im different from u assholes.

im glad some people who stayed around and helped with the LAN event. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. you know who you all are.

also, some fucking useless ppl who dragged us down was of coz. MELODY! woo. the fucking BODOH loser who was A ORGANISING COMMITTEE for the LAN GAMING event. she came around and flirt wif the seniors and ppl. ok fine. but wad did she do? she did nothing much and FUCKING complained somemore. juz drew up a board and ran arnd luffing and giggling. IF I HAD the power, U WUD BE FUCKING OFF THE COMMITTEE already. ur juz a useless GP also. dun even know camp songs. u can go fuck the wall nerd. SOMEMORE FUCKING ACT CUTE SAY wan take the toilet scare point. in the end? WOOO walk arnd do nothing much. useless crap. im so angry im shaking while typing this. i, jan, wenlong, ervin, baoliang, jiehui all get the same cca points as melody . but look at the difference in jobscope. she skips meetings etc. and usually IRRITATES and DISTURBS the meetings wif her farking laughter.

Back to FOR event : i know its going to be a failure meaning not as successful as last years. i had my 2cents inputed during the meeting but was ignored. ive been to chalets and i know the area/thing considerably well.

so the area? downtowneast. COMEON. wad can u FUCKING do AT DTE? other than cycle. IS SO CRAMPED. and u all fucking treat us GPs like thrash. yeah. hell yeah. i can tell u all. HONGEN can be a better GL(camp) and OC(events) than most of u thrash. ive talked to him and gotten to know him well. his ideas and everything are well thought through. hardly any flaws can be found. i am speaking in this manner as i feel that i am qualified enough to rank and grade people. even some people (outside of GPs) have said you all treat us like shit. extras that u cant live without. juz some fucking warrior in an action movie that juz gets slashed and die. be glad that WE have not decided to desert u yet. i will see how it goes.

i still have much to rant about some motherfucking people but i chose not to do it. thanks to all who haf seen this and understand that im usually a good and peaceloving person and that i do not want things to explode.

TO HELL WITH SMIT; if this shit continues.

and i should stop calling u all IDIOTS. IT DEGRADES THE IDIOTS'

yo blog! time to start my rants again.

ytd was an average day - wif its ups and downs. HAHAHA!

it started wif the going to school to help out for spice training. wah nb. woke up ate porridge wif my dad. den go mrt take train to school. we missed 3 trains before HE managed to get onto one. had to wait for another 3 trains before squeezing into one. the farking adults are all so rude 1. cut me, push me aside. no farking brains. reach jurong east station. nid wait another 2 trains. by that time i was damn pissed and hot. coz of the 1) weather. 2)im wearing an adidas jacket/hoodie 3)the crowd warmth. okok den reach school le. walk to mit building. saw shawn directing ppl arnd. LOL! he was damn high la he kept smiling.

went 3rd floor jitao nid use toilet. stomachache. x( come out see ishwan and he briefed me on the situation. apparently, there were not enough people around to help out. from a 2ppl to 1 class became 1ppl to 1 class. so i decided to enter every class and help around from time to time. =D
i finally found out that the ppl who were conducting the spice training didnt know how to configure the settings for connecting to spwireless. so i had to run around like a dog to every class to do so. i oso noted which class had which freshies i knew. and of coz the chio ones HAHAHA! *evil* JK LA

i fixed abt 30-40 problems but failed solving 3. but i couldnt stay long at one place. 15mins later i had to run arnd doing saikang again. get tshirt sizes for the ppl who didnt have etc. den the stupid kellyn was running arnd finding shawn. damn stupid la. she ran the whole smit into every class open except mine LOL!*where shawn was*

finally after meeting feiwen and the gang and freshies for lunch we went to play pool. yadayada. in the end i paid the pool for dem. im such a nice guy hahahaha. raymond, feiwen and i had to leave as we had a meeting in the clubroom regarding FOR. went inside listen. tried to give my 2cents worth but too bad. no one wanted to listen and i felt like crap. well ill post this later.

kk later that day i went to find eric, jianwen and chonghao watch movie at JP. the movie was semipro. kinda lame and funny hahaha. had a good laugh. after movie, met shiyun, shujuan, shujuan sis, yiming and the gang. yadayadayada. den chong hao go meet friend den we went home. overall it was a mixed day regarding feelings. the FOR meeting made up for the bad side of day.

ANW THANKS BUDDIES FOR SHARING TO BUY MY PRESENT. LOVE U GUYS =) MISS U ALL ALOT HAHAHAH! *tears* <<>

hi all again. welcome to my boring blog.
hahahaa.

ok i shall start. woke at 12 today. was late for my helping out in school for FOP.
my ftp client screwed up so i didnt manage to update the files in my server before leaving for scool. damn it hahaha.

after i reached school. went into cls area. so paiseh la. they tot i freshie wtf. but CLS alot chiobu helper leh! I WANT GO CLS LIAO BB SMIT! HAHAHA __ SMIT. den they led me to the smit area in auditorium lurh. so paiseh hahaha. went in met all my fellow smit ppl. the smit freshmen were like so DEAD la. cant tahan them. hahaha i couldnt scream. voice still dead. nxt were the breaktime. many went home *damn them*.

it was during this time we went arnd spotting chiobus =x ! sadly there were few. hot ones up could be counted wif fingers and toes. den i remebered some freshies wrongly! omg so paiseh T__T hahaha. finally they went in and we had alot of food left. ESPECIALLY SAUSAGES. we had to play games and forfeit was to eat them up lurh. I TELL U ALL! DUN EVER BUY SAUSAGES FOR EVENTS AND CHALETS AGAIN PLS! TY

den yada yada. am skipping alot of stuff. afew of us went to jurong point to eat dinner. (chunhui samantha ericson timothy douglas shawn muther damien gavin jiawei) we saw shiyun working at breadtalk at jurong point hahaha. had a great time there. and the claypot lor mee looked farking sui la. everyone even asked wah nice anot. but eat liao like kns i rather haf spent the $4 spamming tissue from those auntie @roadside la. kaobei. finally we grew tired and went home first. me and feiwen. den we talked abt our stuff la. became kinda emo etc. back at batok we went to macs and he bought a mcflurrie. i bought a marigold fresh milk.

we waited for his bus b4 i walked home. halfway while chatting and waiting. he said like got 1 hot girl coming. den i turned and saw. i replied "hey tt one my friend". den i called her over. she was vanessa. LOL! didnt expect to see her la. den caught up wif her abit. her eyes were so red and watery la. muz b damn shagged =/ den finally feiwen boarded his bus. walking arnd 15 steps i saw tingting aka SHEL. she said she saw me earlier on when i was waiting wif wen. i guess shes too short la HAHAHA. thats why cant see her! x) chatted wif her and waited till her bus came. learnt of the new school that opened up for her. i wanted follow her to gombak so i could find my shuwei/jacky and claim my stuff but i called them during the wait and they didnt pick up. hahaha so i went home.

reached home only to remember my mum was very sick and down wif fever and a bad cough. i feel that i am an unfilial son as i go out for my club (smit) events instead of staying at home and taking care of her and taking over the household chores. im really sorry. hope u get well soon x(

yo. am back again wif many sad things to mention.

was chatting wif some freshie when she told me something about a guy in her group.

freshie :
"there are only 3 girls in ********(safeguard idenitity) . including me . and he loves sticking to us . it's like . on the first day we just thought it's okayy . but then he became damn sticky . like he follows us everywhere we go . tries too hard to talk to us . and then he's just totally weird lah . he doesn't really talk to the guys . and he asked if he could sleep beside us ? ! "

"gosh . then he lost his voice and didn't really wanna cheer . then anther girl in my group was like complaining to me about him . i was like thinking that's damn selfish lah . i lost my voice on the 2nd day but i still shout like siao what"

i dun wanna say much lol. juz let the quotes do the talking.

quote fm Jet's Blog :

"i have to say that the whole FOC was really, really fun. went pretty well with a few problems here and there. but i don't think the freshies could see that. i think us GPs covered it up really well. not sure about what everyone else thinks but i can say it was a success."

ive asked around. few freshies could tell there were problems wif the OCs, GPs & GLs. yes. some could tell. whereas the rest thought we were the bane of high and happiness. hahaha.

i haf read almost everyone's blog and all of dem talked abt the bad things that happened during foc. i knew there were bound to be such things but didnt expect things to be so BAD.

anw. HI TO JINGYING. THX FOR CALLING ME THOSE NAMES I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER

yo! peeps. this is my virgin post.
finally done up this crap. hahaha x)
back from camp.

firstly i would like to say camp was exhilirating. although alot of us fell sick during the prep camp and actual camp, it was still worth it. seeing the smiles and testimonials of the campers was eye-watering (i didnt cry lurh) LOL! although the food SUX! *sry hermi hehehe*

the first day was the station games and nightwalk. station games were so-so. main thing was breaking the ice between the campers as the games make them work together etc.

den soon came the night walk woot.



pls la i know i look DAMN GAY! thanks to enqi, hong boon, pamela & jiawei. not saying its something bad but omg T.T alot of others had freaking scary make-up too.

we scared the pants out of many campers LOL! whenever the girls scream i would become very very high =x really. LOL. guy scream still high but not so. damn fun la nightwalk. but mosquitoes were very happy that night. i was situated in a position that the only light i could see was the lightstick on the floor at least 10m from my position. took abt 2hrs to prep for the nightwalk. and abt 1hr to clear up. think we slept arnd 5-6am? nt sure lol =x

2nd day was kinda happening. amazing race hahaha. i was one of the in charge for the condom blowing station. making campers and my friends cheer and dance in the public @HEEREN before blowing 2 condoms till they burst was so damn fun la. mos took alot of vids. got time i link it here =x
after blowing i went to far east and wheelock to disturb the campers mocking them in some way or the other. hahahaha. im mean :@ finally the 'amazing race' was over when every camper could not count the number of panels in the cone at wheelock.

when we reached back. tim asked if anyone wanted to back out for the night activity. "Battle Royale" 12am-3am. my voice was totally hoarse and i couldnt pronounce some words. in which i tried but i lost my breath and would cough. so i grabbed feiwen's slping bag and slept beside damien(who also gg).

3rd day. SENTOSA. i felt better and my voice made abit of improvement. think its coz i spammed water. 1.5L in the morning after i woke. prepped and left for sentosa. reaching there, we suntanned and made water bombs while waiting for the campers to come. wa suntan no effect leh. i see all mi frens become bangla and lobster i nv become=( *it only happened to me the nxt day* the highlight of the day was there were 4chio sec sch gals in bikinis suntanning/playing water abt 10m away from my station WOOT! hahahaha
den at night was the shim & disco night. the shims are actually guys who nid to dress and act like GALS. zomg was so funny and entertaining la. ALEX <3 shagged =" gg.">

SMIT! MUST BE THE ROUTERS!