sorry all for i have not been blogging for a long time already.i had wanted to blog my dream. which i had told 2 people and everyone agreed it was very weird and alot of things la. but hahahaa.today's post is one of a kind : my grandmother. this is the 2nd time im sharing the unknown side of my family. right now, shes in hospital now. been there for 4-5days already. cost $500/day & my dads tanking the bills by himself without asking anything from his siblings, aka my uncles/aunties. my mum loathes that and i agree. she could not breathe suddenly at one of my uncle's place and from checking, they found out her heart's arteries had stopped/slowed/burned out. so they have to do a bypass. bypass here meaning they have to make new fake arteries i guess. making sure blood continues going. theres a 50% chance of 'flying' *gamers should know wad i mean* on that operation table. and costs 50k. from wad i heard. HEARD. not actual facts i heard of. & it probably costs more. and even if its successful, i reckon only a max 3years of prolonging her life.ok so now the thing is that. my dad wants to tank the damage himself. my mum disagrees. his reason being that his siblings dun haf the cash. like we do? * i still wan my ps3 ^^ * come on. my auntie earns 20k/month. other sides probably earn more. =/ mi dad just doesnt dare to ask. damn. i would stop here for this part of the post as it involves troubles with mi mum wanting to leave my dad.everyone thinks that life is smooth for me? think again. no one will,not would,*present continuous* ever know wads under my smile and that happy and jovial front i put up.My Grandmotherbefore i was born, she treated all of her daughter-in-laws like crap, including my mum. fired their maid so my mum could do all the housework, even when she was having me that time. made my 3rd auntie sleep in the basement, even when she was pregnant too. did many cruel things. such as being selfish and going to doing her hair at the hairdresses when her grandchildren were sick and the mother needed the car & someone to look after the other baby who will be left alone at home. thats one of the many many things she did. wanna know more? she and her daughter combined their birthday with their first grandson's Full Moon Celebration and ganged up to take all of the ang pao. namely me. wtf? its not about the money. its just not right. my father did ask why & u know the reason they gave? " they know us longer than they know you " ok ill stop here. this is getting me worked up.for years my mother has been living with my grandma and her other family, being treated like a maid and working like a dog, literally. paying off their debts, everything. and my father keeps quiet. yes, he loves his mother as do i love mine. but to that extent when its being unfair to others? nowadays, when she lives with my family, i will hear her badmouth my other uncles & aunties children and spouses. never her own children. she calls them "outsiders who marries in". ive even heard that personally myself when she called my mum an outsider. and from what i hear from my cousins at the other side. they heard bad things about us. its her big mouth and other things. she will whine and complain and she cant live with hardship. my aunties side threw her out when she commented openly that my auntie's mother-in-law wore too much jewellery and was a showoff.so im now hoping that everything would turn out fine.im not sure why i posted this and am suddenly feeling stupid. so im ending here. yea shuwei was right when i only write slipshods. im doing it again.for those who think this is bullshit please do not comment and just leave this page. at least i have an outlet here.
