Saturday, November 29, 2008
Today i skipped school to go seoul garden
Finally after so long get to eat so much.
Went to School to pass something to gongzhu
Den rushed over to meet wen & jie @ dover.
Supposed to meet @ Taka at 1230pm but @ 12 i call jie,
knn still bathing lol
reach liao seoul garden dey say nid wait 30min.
knn we go nua 30min see see wallet and belt
den come back the guy say need another 30-45min
& somemore may not guarantee.
i jitao wan rape him there and then.
we all nv eat breakfast damn hungry la.
den i hero keep talk nonsense
until give us table lo.
eat eat eat
spaghetti, ching teng or wad all lj thing also got
coffee chicken oso got.
knn all eat until scared. LOL
den ps dem go school liao
meet people for meeting etc.
den go eat pizza wa lanjiao so full T__T
people treat lol.
Thanks! xD
den i guilty abit treat pepsi.
jiehui gave me $5 to tank abit.
today abit sad luh.
realised so many things.
that we cannot control.
thats why we are only human
feeling so sweet ; 2:20 AM;Y
Thursday, November 27, 2008
(left)ethel (right)zhenlii purposely deleted that bottom part.xD later some people emo.especially theresa. OPPS LOL! xDOMG DONGNAN WILL TAKE METAL RULER RAPE USEXPOSEDden today thank you samual or samuel korkor!treat us pizza meal. 1st round we never take pic of.hahahaha. nxt round we pool in money buy for all of us.buy 40 drumlet/wings. 10 give liyana she only eat 1-2 niawasted liao
wp bought the pepsi. ws gtg student dialogue so too bad cant eat much moreeveryday taidi at fc5 until night. damn tired luh. hahahaand today my 5th carve from dead hr8 ashen laoshani got laoshan divine plate song bo. xDand lanjiao today i wear the man u home kit.knn the [AIG] in front. kena people say Alpha is Gay. PCB?T___T emo liaofeeling so sweet ; 1:58 AM;Y
Sunday, November 23, 2008
these few days suck. damn emo loli finally blogged at my livejournal. took me 5-6hours nonstop writing.http://valkyriealpha.livejournal.com/only 2 people can see so far. princess and.... someonecoz dey got livejournal and added me. (:finally got that off my back.today got cycling but didnt wanna go.later i will be playing gooseberry hahaha.and thanks for all the concern people have been showing me lately.(: its nice to have concern without any hidden motives. *oh i dun understand wad i just said :x*&& lost a draft today. i chose pa. (: tot could fight back but lost.&& jacky got ps3 liao! wooot. *hints*
&& DISM PEOPLE SUX. EXCEPT MAYBE SAMUAL & JINGSHI
feeling so sweet ; 9:42 PM;Y
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
these few days seriously suckbad thingsnot enough sleepulcercoughsore throat(thanks to xxx)pon school alothomework nv dospent over 200 past few days in schlost in 2nd roundkena fucked by teacher saying " i have not been accepting your LOA"(LOA : Leave of Absense) cant make it for FOWquarrel with people(sorry)neglected house & familydec 1st chalet cancelledbuffet cancellednoodles,kfc,pizza,mac, burger king everydaykena 2 attendance warning letterppl still owe $100good thingsppl treat breakfastppl treat wantonmeeppl treat pizzappl come down from sec sch & NP to support meyesterday i in class tell my cher i nid go off early to go to event, he tell me that my name has actually been going around in the teacher's circle. yes, ive heard about that from other teacher's but i didnt really note that. but i woke up when he told me that my LOAs have been rejected by them ever since start of this sem/year? i mean like wtf? come on. the very least u can do is to accept them right? as if i wan to skip ur fucking class and dun care? abt my fucking studies. fuck u la, i now fucking hate teachers. they suck like cheebyes. this really made me emo and angry. i rushed to your class to attend ur lesson and it was ok if u didnt mark my attendance, u had to reject my LOAs and give me a small lecture in front of my class? acting so noble and all, saying its for my own good, that really pisses me off. then this morning i received 2 warning letters. fuck la. i see the module. the module haven even start. it starts at 2pm. WTF? and i kena liao. CHEEBYE TEACHERS ALL CFM PAKAK already.nabe pcb. u guys can go f the wall. no brain buggers.another thing is theres a loser. who jw claims looks like a toad. cheebye. i dunno y (im not being racist here) fuking arnd with people i know. hes known as the your breastfriend. not best friend. where got girl u sure see him. a total bastard in ways i shall not mention or else he will know im saying him. FUCK U ALSO _|_ u know ur being outcast? no one gives a fuck abt u actually. so now u run to year 1s who dunno about your nature. u can be eldon no.2&& a very big sorry to all ive disappointed. those who supported me for the game. & to hermi who has skipped school today. i just learnt of what happened. sometimes i wish just to talk, not lend a listening ear.
i have been loaning out my ear to all for the last decade.
hardly or never even borrowing ears to pour my woes into.
now i just wish for someone to listen.
i tried, but the people i poured out to did not have ears.
they only had mouths.
hais
feeling so sweet ; 11:39 AM;Y
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
nowadays i just feel that, i am irritating.i called my mum noisy,
i screwed up my priorities, i made people angry,i made people sad,i ignored people,i was jealous,i burdened some people.im sorryUtada Hikaru
Flavor Of Life (English Version) lyrics
When you say thank you to me, For some reason it hurts, Like a magic spell that doesn't Get undone even after the good bye. A hint of bitterness. The flavor of life Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers, Like an unripe fruit dreaming about the day of harvest Because of being unable to just move one more step forward What's causing this frustration baby When you say thank you to me, For some reason it hurts, Like a magic spell that doesn't Get undone even after the good bye. A hint of bitterness The flavor of life Sweet talk and tasteless conversations. It sparks no interest in me Even when things do not go the way you want It doesn't mean you've thrown your life away When asked ‘What's wrong?' I answer ‘It's nothing' The smile that disappears after goodbye It's unlike me The more I wish to believe in you, For some reason it hurts even more 'I like you a lot' instead of 'I love you' sounds more like you The flavor of life The period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more A future tender and warmer than a diamond I want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, I want to spend it with you When you say thank you to me, For some reason it hurts, Like a magic spell that doesn't Get undone even after the good bye. A hint of bitterness The flavor of life
feeling so sweet ; 1:30 AM;Y
Sunday, November 9, 2008
sian leh. nowadays really no time to post. no time to do anything. no time to joke.no time to play. no time to play around.no time for myself. my family. my friends.i will be bloggin in LiveJournal for more personal postsas they have a friends-only-can-read system.hahahaha.+ today i pat someone. the hair like rock sia. nb4hrs later still damn sticky. sibei imba.AND TO THOSE SUCKERS WHO LIKE TO GLIDE UR HAND ON THE RAILINGS OF DOVER MRT, TOO LATE :Di had passed the 50% stickyness onto the railings. hahahahohya. today at bras basah or wad lanjiao name, the bugis there. the 02-09 only digital shop female boss de daughter chio sia LOL. :D i overheard her conversation wif her mum. she said she gets $18/week during holiday, wad not enough money to eat. den the mother ask her go eat instant noodles. kan cute la. macham anime come out the face *pfft* # . LOL!lastly, heres an email i got. got it afew years ago. but i felt that it was beautiful.::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so ! you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money? After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door. 'Are you asleep, son?' He asked. 'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy. 'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.' T! he little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yell ed. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father. 'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled. 'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied. 'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.' The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness. It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.:::::::::::::::
& i would give everything i had for just 1hr wif ************ (not who/wad everyone thinks it is)
feeling so sweet ; 3:36 AM;Y
Saturday, November 1, 2008
lol. the title is my favourite song.sung by utada hikaru (ballad version)now still considered early so im rushing my post. 4am. tml morning nid go bugis, afternoon got outing, may return to school if got time, dinner outside & got a bbq at night. most probably ton.today:gotten wenping say de hot babe's frenster. yuan lai weiwei oso know de.play daidi half day again. bastard daidi 9 people. loser give 4 cards. i tio. den my hand most imba :3 3 4 4 5knn all laugh until tears come out. damn fucked. dey there, including me whole life nv get so suay b4. but i got 2nd last. ericson last hahahaha _|_ nigger. princess that jinx also make me not so suay. wtf. den tim's cards always imba 1. i think he go home kena car bang la. kaox. LOLactually, since no one come here already, i can dafang de say. there just now, including my table, the people at CLUB & at KFC, got like 3~4 i dun like de people.i deleted alot of things i typed b4 i entered a dota game. lol
-------------1 jpark, 2 dota later -------------
now back, just won, damn sian keep toss teammate into oppo fountain. && lets continue with the entrytheres this friend of mine. shes called wendy. started talking again coz we met in a dota game wif her boyfriend. i known her like.. 3years? maybe 4 years. den i found out afew things. her bf rather play monster hunter than spend time with her. its like hes addicted to the game, like the former me. she stupidly bought a psp just to pei him play.
when they're together, he wud just wan to mh. deepavali go plaza sing oso mh. psp no batt will find a socket go charge play. scold her for every mistake she does in a game, be in dota, mh etc. if u were her, how wud u feel?complained that he needed more time to himself thus lesser time for her but only just to play mh. etcetc. so the bottomline : mh > gf. =.=they broke off earlier today. really sad for her. 8 months. haix. dunno wads the world, or rather singapore, coming to. lol. now raining liao. tink go sleep sibei shiok. also jh, ch, wk, jr and princess offline alr. zy laming wif fren. no one pei wo chat liao. sometimes its good to be alone. im honest wif everything when im alone at night. listening to music. not the hollow mask i wear when im around people. jaded.lastly, hope im not acting for High School Musical 4 - The Retainees . LOL! - am at such a point that i see death as a form of blessing.
feeling so sweet ; 12:53 AM;Y
