very happening huh? -.-"
well that maybe true but i have my reasons,
im trying to forget something...

i feel so tired i feel very heavy and dead.



24th dec
*********

went to meet ch, zj, xiaojie @ Jurong Point
went to precious tots or how u spell it huh,
we went there coz xiaojie wanted xchange presents with ppl,
i didnt have anyone to exchange with so ya ):
got 2 chiobu working there,
one look like melody nnb, i see her i chua sai,
really chio lor those 2 hahahaha, den we idle around,
go eat subway,

at subway hoh, we were surrounded by those ahlians & xmm,
nb i wanted to either give my white cookie to them de lor,
but.... zy's fren came...

jurongville people damn lame 1 KNN!
first time i kena lame until i diam diam admit defeat,
he challenge me lame i play along with him la,

"My down there got 2 names," - Me
"Wad?" - Him
"Last time called 'Glory', now called 'Legend'" - Me
"Ohhh, now called 'Legend' coz cannot use already right?" - Him
*Silence* - Me

OHMAN I TIO OWN UNTIL ALL LAUGH AT ME
ONLY I EMO DOWN THERE HAIS...

den i diam diam go eat up the white cookie although i nt hungry,
hahahahhaa, den he go back popular work, we go nua until...

we went to popular, thought of things to buy to bully banglas later

CHOP THEM " REDEEMED "

we went tiong bahru at 800pm, we played arcade wooo,
spend money spend money,

cute hoh this kid :x

always wanted to win a teddy or penguin for....
but hais :( zzzz

watched twilight, errm,
total got 10 people?
twilight made me remember alot of things,
hais, and made me feel kinda jealous... ):

after the movie...
we go play maximum tune,
sweee la i win ch :D angmoh kia mj queen all watch only
all ignore them LOL all watch us play :x
den we went to clark quey to pub,
there all the chiobus lor,
see them kena spray also high hahahahaha,
den we went into the alley coz no place,
we wait wait wait,
alvin li also at there, but with ocy they all
at iguana,

Play Daidee & Drink
See gals dancing, only 16 years old? wtf
Play those lame card game lose liao drink stout with
medicated oil knn _|_


After Pubbing we go eat, i gave jinwei a call,
wa i win football $$ den i treat them eat supper,
lolol. :D
eat liao supper we all go sit at the river there nua.
den i took out my hp keep wait for people sms wishes,
there was only 1 message i wanted to see, hais, and it didnt come.

omg they stole my spray and wasted it on themselves, bodohs
den we took night rider go home after that, i ton at zy house hahahah.



25th dec
*********Town full house luh,
alot xiaomeimei and people etc. :D
i bought a small pink santa hat clip,
i had wanted to bring it to school the nxt day and
plant it on someone head de... but =/

kinda boring, walk walk anyhow bua ppl :x
see chiobus etc, usual stuff,
make fools out of ourselves..
den go shisha at night.
fuck i regretted going there,
wad can help u forget things? smlj,
makes u remember more lor. cb

reach home 2am kena mother scold.
hais...


26th Dec
*********

prepared for SPSU ADD,
wore a MAN U shirt and jeans niala,
didnt care about anything,
didnt wanna give marcus face. cb him,

reach there liao see alot of nicely dressed ladies.
eileen also had that erm classy side to her? :x
evelyn didnt go too bad or else can shoot her LOL!

the more i ate the more i thought of someone again,
zzzzzzzzzz, eat until sibei full ah!!!
and never win any prize cbbbb!! LOL hahaha

den after that kena drive back to slumber party,
go there hear the music think of someone jitao go home.
spent like less than 1hr there? :x


27th Dec
*********

at 5pm, shuwei pm us say he going night cycling, i suddenly O.O
i also want! hahahaha. so i jio ch & zy to go with me,
erica tired, wen tired also, xiaojie every alt day ton, alt day rest so cmi,
weiwei always busy, wanyi @ ns.
so jio tio mj queen lor, finally knew her name was joey.
asked canto along lor, ccb, canto always bring chiobu de.
he dun wan go, in the end found out he go outing with 14 chiobu and another guy.
KNN! _|_

go there liao see a group of chiobus. 100 people but at least 50+ chiobus lor! knn
all grouped together listening to 3 guys instructions.
i go Burger King with ch emo. zy and joey haven arrive.
i that night treat them bike,
coz i felt that... i got them to pei me emo.
and let out everything.. hais.


see those people! holy shit. imagine 50+ gals in jersey/shirts
& FBT!!!!!! ohman *drools*

den ch dare me to go ask them name etc,
i cycled up to them but.....
they were all cycling away liao except a chio gal, in white
videoing them cycle pass her.
so i waited for them to pass,
1min.. 2min... 5min..
KNN so many people and so long all stare at me la,
bt heng got video so they look and smile at video.


5min later, i went to talk to the gal in white,
she said she was emily, from ngee ann poly,
and they were having a so called gathering? :x
she also invited me to cycle with them but i declined.
hahahaha woot.

ch is a faggot
(see the way he cycle)

we cycle very very dark places lor, we even met
nan hua sec grads, jjc grads, alot of people that night,
but we cycled to Changi Village.
kept cycling pass those NP chiobus woot. high hahahaha.

ok luh. reach liao Changi Village,
saw some transformers (trannys)
GOT 1 MAKE ZY FACE TOTALLY CHANGE LOL!
he instantly turn corner got off bike buaytahan
it actually was
a black tranny with uber big boobs.
walk pass us smile like kuku.
i also shocked.

ok luh den decided to eat at there.
zy ate this alone. and we didnt pay for the burger and coconut,
coz i put them on another table the guy come,
and nv count them lol.

ok den we cycle back, cycleeeeeee.
we took main road, she took the inner road,
den we cycle until damn happy den zy received a call,

" u all better come back here or i leave bike here take cab home "

wa damn angry la she. all ch fault lol.
den we go back see her arms folded.
den we all cycle back liao wait for shop to open.
open liao return den we all headed home.
eyes really wanted to close le. D:
cant tahan, reach panjang took a cab home. cb! take liao 187 behind come.

den sleeeeeeeep!

28th Dec
*********

woke at 7pm. emo emo emo.


29th Dec
*********

woke up, no mood go school.
why? coz i dreamt of someone.
went to clementi eat sumo with erica, amanda & sw.
i ate 2 sets RAWR. :D treat them eat also.
den go party world at woodlands,
sing sing sing~! my canto off form too long nv speak le,
sing alot of songs reminded me of someone hahaha.

in the end, 630pm, amanda gtg. so.....
sw erica & i sang
" ITS MY LIFE" - BON JOVI

we didnt sing, we shouted.
:D until the people came to check on us.
sibei high la.
amanda didnt shout with us lor. damn spoilsport. :x

den our voice jitao gg. hahahaha.

take pics liao all go home.
i go vivo find zy, ch, wen, wei, xiaojie,
we walk walk shop etc.

vivo again reminded me of.... hais. why why why?
walked to the tower. exact same scene.
god really is playing me huh? hais.

den we go eat mac. zy got this fking imba big watch LOL!
damn cool la. :D den we go home. take mrt.
squeeze with teh blacks omg =.=

den go home liao emo againnnnnn.


30th Dec
*********

5pm dota dota,
630 finish i go dinner,
ch den told everyone meet 8pm =.=
den we reach liao 8pm they still at home dota.
ask us go buy food for bbq. WTF?

and..
ohman look at this beauty. its ham,
ch & zy took 20mins to slice it into many pieces to bring to the bbq.
totally dark place man. cant see anything. its not at ur regular bbq pit.
we have only bbqed at a normal pit twice i guess, the rest
at grass.. at floor, at playground.
at beach. dunno la hahahaha.

eat until wan die den come home blog. :D

"i'll carve your name into this bullet so everyone
will know that you were the last thing that went through my head"

if i had the ability to do so, i would have done it.

yesterday sucked
morning go school gym,
less than 10min no mood already,
so i slacked,

why i no mood ah? try to hack my livejournal :x

then hoh, 2pm i go find classmate do proj,
1hour late hurrr,

then i went home, ch told me eric was at JP2,
den i called eric and talked la,
he then agreed to accompany me to west mall
to buy xmas presents for people,

LOL! sibei sian. walk walk no mood,
but luckily, can talk la,
being with my brothers is like on alcohol,
forget the troubles for the time being,
except with no aftereffects,

walk walk liao i decided to buy some presents,
2 pairs of fake eyelashes,
3 cans of dog food.

HAHAHA I SIBEI SUCK COCK LOL!
i bought these hoh incase of emergency 1 leh :D
if people give me den i return them these things,
so its like no one give i can throw these away =x
then ppl give me things i just take out from bag give them,
at most found out liao just say
" eh?! i tot this one damn cool got kangaroo meat,
damn unique!! didnt know its dog food =.= "

*ohman i went to the room & lie on bed for half hour & cried a bit*
*back*

3 dog food.
got kangaroo cheese etc.

den later walk walk meet tio rachel,
she either dao or pretend nv see us or never hear,
so its 1/3 chance she never hear, damn!

den walk walk walk go shop n save
see tio 1 imba de from earlier,
den we go where also see her,
wa xmm nowadays the milk powder dunno add wad,
but i see also cannot high,

den go this place buy buns. nb kena scam,
LOL! ahahaha den i go find family eat dinner,
eat until no wei kou also,
finally i went home...

the next day was xmas eve,
i no mood so i rounded up around maybe 10 people?
to chiong lame games in garena woot.

usually by this time, i would nt be doing anything coz..

Sleepless Night,
It was the Lowest day in my entire life,
I made the Biggest Mistake ever possible,
a Mistake i cant afford to make &
I WILL regret it even till the day I die.

I'm Sorry

*****

My legs are freaking tired.
Today walk whole day hahaha.

I guess everyone thought i was weird huh,
being so quiet, drowning myself in music,
oblivious to everything else. ):

I went to school today,
cross road never look,
hoping I would never see daylight again,
then did wad i had to do,

den while waiting for mi sec schoolmates to
call me for botak jones den movie,
we ate at KFC.

FUCK MAN EVERYDAY KFC T___T

den later...
I went to IMM with kellyn, jan, hermi, shafiq,
go shop go daiso go buy things.

den go Jurong Point,
walk, shop, arcade,
den finally movie, ip man @ 4:15pm
i pangseh my sec schoolmates for it,
but i had previously wanted to watch it with... T.T

its a good show, 9/10.

after exiting the cineplex, we go toilet,
while peeing i received a phone call,
i see the name liao jitao sian,
pick up liao kena accuse go samantha shop to cut hair.
they saw me in JP,

sooooo, i pangseh hermi & jan
to go find them @ ntuc xchange.

find dem liao see them with their friends,
so i just chup in lor, as if i known them very well,

den we walk walk walk in circles,
now i know gal leg sibei power, walk walk walk walk,
walk liao to one side den say wan go back other side,
sibei imba,
walk until.... leg chui liao,

den we go back home,
take 187 from boonlay,
sibei high bodoh.

they ask me go mahjong overnight at their house,
but i still want to be home,
because at their house, i cant do something...

not anything dirty,
but trying to make amends.

the whole day seemed fun huh,
but it was not,
I was preoccupied the whole time,
smiling whenever people asked me why.

I really really wish today didnt exist
so i wont make that mistake.

weeeeee.
today went out to vivo eat svensen
or how u spell it? -.-
i damn loser can? LOL i went to the directory
den find eh no svensen leh,
den in the end was earl's svensen -.-

vivo outlet was very cheap la. 17.50 for fish&chips
lol den go find find my camera shop -.-
walao take so long to find

den find liao damn kuku can? at mrt there got signboard liao -.-
really walk arnd like dog la.

den vivo like very little xmm liao LOL ;x ;x
opps. hehe.

den take mrt home sleep 1hr meet wen they all
play basketball.

the imba ashes all damn sui la
macham playing in heaven,
LOL

play until i skin tio 3 toes. tio 3 big blister
coz i wearing my hard converse shoes,
not t-mac. ):

den later ch & zy treat porridge. ty ty ;x
hehe.
den go home halfway met tio some
china guy conning 2 malays.
aye heck. hahahahaha

now home le very tired
but.. but.. must persevere...
msn T___T

--------------

newsflash

one day, zy & frens went for bbq
then they all wait last bus,
zy bus didnt come...

so he ton overnight at ecp alone
where only 1 bottle of jasmine greentea pei him

thus his msn nick. (:

these few days damn boring can,

and ohya!! please beware of west mall's
BURGER KING.

they give the burger hoh the cheese inside
is just 3-4 pieces of triangular cheese
pasted at the sides of each meat -.-
like so WTF? inside no cheese at all.

&& then liyana told me she buy
the hershey pie go home inside nothing de

so conclusion

FUCK U WEST MALL BK!
I BET THE AUNTIE INSIDE EAT ALL
OUR ORDERS LA.



grr and damn cb, today buy toto and 4d
kena the auntie shoot. _|_

lastly, im in a good mood
despite all that vulgarity
hurrrrrrr

i have found afew pics of our dear

old maths teacher,
mr raja.

the one who changed our lives in sec sch.
i did not admit it,
i hated to,
didnt want to,
i told everyone he was a sucker,
he was a loser,

but i knew myself,
he was a great teacher,

and i still remember him,


then & always will


*sorry i took your pics without ur permission*



sorry i dont have the old dunearn sec pics of him
)):
we miss u

today is officially scammer's day
i was scammed the whole day