today i have come to bring you all a message.
please do watch this video. from start to end. before scrolling down.




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to me, it was INSPIRING !!!
LOOOOOL

" i can win it all back "
" im gonna strike the big one "
" imagine what we can do? "

oh yeah, lets all believe in sg pools :D

all of you think u know wads going on arnd me.
many things i do easily invite the wrong meanings.
im hard to read. even when i play badminton & dota.
& i know wads going on. your eyes can never lie.



today finish attachment 315. go down to gombak find a computer fan.
den find find cannot find, suddenly got feel mj.
within an hour found 3 kaki liao.

den reach home debate wif parents first.
den finally go out, go panjang plaza eat mos burger.
den go ******** house play mj.
playplay damn fun. 2nd time see 1 cannon 3 noise.
keep kena lame oso fun hahahaha.

den 1135 leave tt place. took 1150 bus home.
i close eyes, open liao alr at dunno which kuku place.
den i get down take cab home. i had to walk across the bustop in the rain.
i nearly fell and maybe i wont b here blogging le.

spend wad i won on mj to reach home.
really really damn tired.
den somemore ch jio dota. wendy keep nudge i nv reply.
sry la i think i promise u ytd or today LOL. shit =.=
or maybe tml. ya shld b tml den play.

plus on the way to mj, luckily tingting sms say nt angry lol,
i tot she angry i pangseh dun wan overnight in sch.
and bring a torchlight lend her.

regina & yingying go suntec play today. imba i oso wan go de.
but too shag + ytd go le.
the most imba gal is the M1 orange clothed gal wif the orange cap.
damn damn chio. li sux say nt nice. nt nice u still rmb wad she wear when i call.
and f u la li. _|_ harass emily. grr LOL.
i take revenge then u noe ^^v

hmm lately, i dunno why, but lately,
alot of people have become cold towards me,
if this is what it means by friends coming and going, it sux.
yeah true, ive gotten some new friends recently,
but must all of u go?

****

9 more days to my birthday, i guess im not really looking forward to that day,
because it would really disappoint me.
as whenever i wish for something simple for myself,
it doesnt come true for me. its also not about the gifts though,
coz every year i do get a card from someone.
and heartfelt wishes from everyone i hold dear & of coz ******
but ya, if wishes do come true, the world will be a very terrible place.

my wish last year was not for myself.
my wish last year was wishing something for someone else.
so i wouldnt know if it came true.

i dunno if im selfless, dumb, stupid or wad.
even people i dunno well call me that.
i guess, its coz of people like me.
lol its been more than 24hrs since i last slept longer than
20mins guess im gonna go into slumber.

and like wunying asked, if a guy were to sacrifise his sleep,
just to accompany a gal or talk to her till she sleeps,
does it mean anything? for me, if its anyone who needs someone to talk to,
yeah i will definitely be there till they sleep.

but for me, if i were to initiate the talk,
it would only be with close friends and the ppl i care about.
coz i noe they wun mind sac-ing their sleep also.

unless u abuser like wendy last year.
knnb call at 3am talk until i hear her snore.
i oso jitao ignore go play psp liao.

ok ba i go sleep le.
everyone sleep liao. except ch.
good company. hahahaa.

kena dao whole night. really very sad huh. hahaha
den go attachment. today alot of things happened luh. very sad.
really very sad.

plus today got 1 jiejie in office wear spag :D
and hoh IT Fair @ Suntec really alot chiobu visitors.
only 1 chio showgal. at the m1 orange orange de. wearing orange cap.
i reach there li gone le ): sad sad.

plus today i go back school find people de.
but people not there hais. add on to sad sad.

den go home do crap until now. if sleep now i only will get 2 hrs sleep b4
waking up. im so chuied.

ohya, regina is cool too. LOL!
if u all knew wad she did. woo.

today attachment was kinda ok,
theres a new guy, kinda friendly.
and i guess im kinda lucky, my workplace has loads of nice people.
that place 80% jiejies ba. all 20+ - 30+. majoring in 20+
yesterday got 1 give me cake to eat lol.
i wanted decline. but ps sia. hahhaha.

den i found out today, the one sit the 'cubicle' beside me
is my senior senior senior~~ dunno how many la but
is from SP ICT DMMT course.
she even rmbs ho kah hong and boon yuan.

anw i hate it, last week need to take some sort of painkillers.
especially my spine. when i lie down flat. it really hurts.
and chao wendy. ask me jio dota,
i call her jio kena scold. say wad sleeping time after 12-1am.
wan jio play is b4 11. but i guilty la. 2 days ago afk totally forgot. sry!

den today. really bth i go sleep 4hrs.
wake up got 14 conver waiting for me D:
(those that i didnt talk to earlier on today)

with alot waking up and talking nonsense.
& i keep dreaming of the wrong people. knn wtf.
2 weeks ago dream of yingying. WTF?
den last week, ziyi say dream of fahmi(muslim) eating pork buffet.

and when i finally dreamt of the right person,
well, nothing went exactly how i predicted it to,
coz in dreams... things will turn out how u fear it to,
or expect it to. either way, u do not control it.

for a few times i knew i was in a dream.
i tried thinking in it what would happen,
in the end it did, its all about the subconciousness.

thus my conclusion is that dreams may not bring u truth or predictions,
but when u think it through, when u give it some thought,
it may give u invaluable insight and wisdom.

lastly, i wonder why suddenly some people are so cold towards me?
its on purpose i guess, and thats really saddening.



[ Alvin Li ][ CoolRolexBoy ] KaWeng is Fuking Jealous Of Me =) says (3:02 AM):
guys 18 one so little place
Kαwєиg 11days more says (3:02 AM):
i look 21
WEIKOON... sl says (3:02 AM):
mb gt but i dono leh
WEIKOON... sl says (3:02 AM):
u look like 30
[ Alvin Li ][ CoolRolexBoy ] KaWeng is Fuking Jealous Of Me =) says (3:02 AM):
ya
WEIKOON... sl says (3:02 AM):
without ur psp

heatless people. T^T die pl0x





i would be lying if i said i think of you everyday

because i think of you, every waking moment.

Been hearing this song from 3-4am.
while waiting for people to sleep.
and for my itp to start.


Always - Bon Jovi




This Romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you
Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him that those words were mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you
Always

blogged at my livejournal post under " only added friends can see "

): im so happy.
so happy my smile is so big
den so heavy since big, den come down lor.
den become ):

anyway, gratz to those who did well in A levels.
and cheer up to those who did not achieve satisfactory results..
im sorry. i dunno wad to say.

but jianwen and jacky. i wish you both luck.
im praying for all of you.

" Sometimes i think i cry too much, because i often receive calls
from HDB & PUB complaining my windows look like waterfalls from the next block. "

hi all im back from the bbq @ ecp. was fun, really missed everyone. (:
the pit beside us..... got one dressed as a lolita/maid running arnd.
wif bunny ears.

it was a small event i sponsored.
but the food like too little ba. sorry.
and the amount of people who went was satisfactory.

anyway, i really feel im gonna die.
my chest is giving me pain.
my body and bones are aching.
my right arm... is starting to give trouble.

its my amount of sleep i guess. im averaging 2hours more or less
per day. fuck, no wonder people say i look old.
my cells are not repairing.

but these times awake, i have my reasons for.
hehe x)

and yesterday i did something stupid.
i came home from work, fucking chui-ed. 4pm.
den i rush some 30min sleep.
den went out to SB ADD @ 630pm.
i was late le.

i had to go somewhere for 2 days.
coz first day i went wrong place LOL!
knnb 2 days taxi cost over $60.
coz i nid go somewhere.
and then somewhere else later + late.

den later that night at home, after i pangseh dmit people
by sending tingting to her friend's house, i realized it was at block B.
i jitao emo. hahhaha. so i decided to do it again... yesterday afternoon.
ohya, i jitao chua sai when she said, " i didnt know u so romantic "
i WTF?!

den hoh.. i had to rush home from work to meet erica, jie & wen
@ plaza sing. they went there to see SMU open house.
i go there jitao high. see alot dance people.
one group of chiobu scream when i walk pass them. think i step on their stuff
or something but i didnt care LOL!

den go liao, reach home.. 5+ liao.
i bathe prep etc everything for bbq.
den i chiong out take cab again to the 'somewhere'

den i go for the bbq,
the losers all late so i go eate BK first.
gt 1 group of gals i think is rachel and joan there.

den eat liao go find dem when they reach.
i steal the most tissue and salt and pepper from MAC !

plus..... FUCK U DOGS OF ****** ****
cheebye i reach liao the designated pit,
den realize wallet missing,
den i go back ****** **** find.

i ask the people there got see my wallet anot,
dey went inside to the lost and found room to check.
knnbpcb come out say nothing,
next i talk to the auntie cleaning up stuff de.

FUCK she say got see den help me go take,
den i describe to her inside got wad,
she jitao keep ask same question.
knnb i tot she good guy, not like those "mud" FUCKERS
who want to eat my money in wallet.

den she talk talk, in the end i told her the dogs didnt wanna return me my wallet.
she say she wan the money inside den she take for me.
KNN I DAMN FOOLISH LA I SAID OK.

KNNB I SHLD HAF FUCKING CALLED THE POLICE AND FUCKED U ALL

finally that auntie go inside got the management out,
cheebye the management face i know he also want the money and stuff inside,
fuck off la cheebye mud.

knnb fucktard, den just give the auntie $10 i zhao.
i SWEAR next time i go into ur shop, i will SWEAR AT U ALL LIKE FUCK.
KNN MY WALLET ALSO WANT SPLIT. _|_

FUCKING PISSED + no mood,
coz i found out something... hais..

but sometimes, it needs a little pushing. (anyone know wad i mean?)

hi all, thanks for the concern. i know im a burden ya? hahaha.

anyway, i blogged at my livejournal. :D long time since i blogged a medium post.
its locked so ya too bad ppl :x

add me den can see :D

&& thanks jingying for entertaining me LOL! every morning when i go to work.
3-5am tyty LOL.



ok, last 3 week was horribly taxing. i went out everyday, had less than 4 hours of sleep a day,
and of coz, only did i sleep a good 9 hours on sunday morning(yesterday).

21st February - Seoul Garden with classmates
22nd February - Mahjong
23rd Februrary - Work + Shopping
24th Februrary - Work + School
25th February - Work + Out
26th February - Work + Overnight Mahjong
27th February - Basketball + Seoul Garden (Farewell)
28th February - Work + Happy Birthday Wen :D
1st March - Sleep @ 6am.
2nd March(Today) - Sick + Out Whole Day

seen alot imba xmm, got 1 i saw at batok, living near fahmi
& liyana. damn imba. its like the recipe for an angel la.
the sexiest xmm i ever seen. hahaha (6)