Monday, June 29, 2009

hi guys (:

dun wry im still around. not gonna commit suicide.
not coz of michael jackson. not coz of anything.
sad right? to see me still alive and kicking,
not kicking the bucket of coz.
my first ever idol, R.I.P.

anyway, ever feel wad its like to have 2 & half hours
of sleep for almost 3 days? somemore going out to
play, chiong bbq ball and etc etc.

since yesterday night, after i got home at 11pm.
i could hear my heartbeat even when i was resting,
and a very heaty and heavy feeling around your
chest to your throat. the earliest i ever slept last week
was 10am, always after buying back mac for me & bro.

this morning, played wif feon & nel till 815am. den zhao
go queensway. went to west mall awhile do thing.
bought a comic book i alr got. knn idk why i just cant rmb
the cover pages any more clearly. hais.

den come home cousin & auntie + their family come visit.
dey from malaysia come singapore stay coz of husband job.

yesterday wanna die liao. 1am+ weiwei call ask wan prawn.
i cmi kena mother gan tts y cant go out. ): sibei effective.
1am call me i say later reply. 2am all in msn conver liao. LOL!!

fuck sia.. now im feeling damn heavy & my chest damn painzzz.
still can feel heartbeat. nb mother come out again scold me.
think i really gonna die liao. ):

and today on the car, i heard a nice song.
please go listen. its really nice.
it may sound weird first time. but the lyrics are.. T.T
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~zxc!!111

這裡的景色叫做曾經愛過
曾存在你的擁抱和溫柔
撕開票根獨自重遊
票價是想念你的痛

你說做朋友並不是朋友
我們比路人還陌生的多
感情的廢墟重建以後
誰會偶爾回來走走

我站在回憶的入口
走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風

我沿著命運的箭頭
無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走wo

oh nononono..

我說的愛你說的太自由
自由到彷彿我只是說說
未來的風景我沒愛過
我只想念你的所有

我站在回憶的入口
走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風

我沿著命運的箭頭
無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走

我的愛你想你都以極速向回憶暴衝
他們能看見的是虛偽的從容

我站在回憶的入口
走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風

我沿著命運的箭頭
無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走
wo
oh nononono~huh oh

feeling so sweet ; 12:42 AM;Y

Saturday, June 27, 2009

why do you want to change the past?

you are, what what you are, today, because of the past.

Also sprach Kaweng..

to himself.

feeling so sweet ; 2:16 AM;Y

Saturday, June 20, 2009

think not going tml de sentosa outing ba ):
coz i feel im nt welcomed there =/
there got ppl dun wan see me ba hahaha.

anyway, just back from.. gombak.
had a teh tarik & 2 roti teloh~ sibei power.
eh no not just back. about 3 hours ago. ^^

met the gal and frens again. she was wearing
ITE on the jersey & number was 8. who wanna
help me CSI HAHAHA. bleh.
she hit me on my arm once D: !
dunno feel happy or wad :DD

anyway, 2 nights b4 this. we were playing mj.
at my house.. (: 3 rounds. think i blogged abt this.
sibei familiar LOL!! ok den at night, i went down
to east coast park to bbq/drink/night cycle.
the only details were that.. it was a class from sp.
i didnt expect to see anyone i knew except ch and
dua liap there. LOL

i took 187 to panjang & den 966 to ECP.
was on the phone whole time. den my phone
showed me a sign, that it was time for me
to change it ):

on phone wif someone for 55mins only.
and my batt from 92percent drop to 19percent.
sibei imba. den at some points cant even hear
anything, saddedddd. argh~

reach liao first 2 ppl i saw were... a group of
bengs & ahlian. walked past dem, dey diao.
knnb heng i good mood or i think i whack dem liao.
whack liao i cfm lose LOL!!! so heng i bo fight.
anyway i no balls to fight so ya =.= LAME XIA. alexia.

ok den.. saw junfu & taufik walking pass me,
i jitao chua sai. woah cfm i know ppl there liao.
den walk up staircase, i saw suan ern on bike. WTF
sibei shocking. lolol and wads his name, that guy. i forgot.
den walk to that smlj pit 34D. i saw dem playing cards.

den i only recognise junjie, suan ern, weiheng, dualiap,
and...... a butch and a gal. i forgot their names.
dey holding hand walk pass me. omfg luh. from my
year 1 gems class de, i forgot their names.

i forgotten to call yasin, as he was there also. hais nvm.
den one gal went off, dua neh bu lai de, i think called cassie.
i nv notice her at the start until dey all say. i blind siol. :x

den i anyhow anyhow chup inside until all i oso know liao.
woot. cycled to mac buy stuff to eat, saw alot of gals there.
wearing jersey, lou their bra damn imba ^^ *pervert*

buy liao go back saw a group of sec sch xmms cycling and
walking, wah high liao LOLOLOL!! :x den den den.. nua nua
hear stories abt exorcisms etc, den dey share drink.
dunno drink smlj sai scotch and chivas. play drinking game
until damn funny. keep see dua liap tio own. pcb.

we gather in 1 circle.
got 1 game is consisting of 12 cards.
Jack = skip people
Queen = Reverse
King = Add Anything to the Drink
Ace = Must drink.

knnb, u know we all sadist one ma. den dualiap got one time
tio a full cup of chivas LOOL. he drink liao jitao shout
: " WHO POUR SO MUCH 1 " HAHAHAHAHAA

den we all see the cards, got 3 kings b4 his ace.
den the last 3 ppl was me, ch & weiheng. SIBEI FUNNY LOL.
i tio his revenge twice. ccb sibei owning. knnb drink altho
nv pay money for it :x hehehe, bbq oso. thanks guys *loves*

ohya b4 that, the guys talk abt gals, gt 1 guy sibei funny.
he talk abt 2 gals, " MY GODDESS " den his 2 arms fly~ IMBA LOL
i keep laughing, coz those gals i know de :x den he keep say (Y)

den we cycle to the 7-11 b4 that to get the scotch ma, den
when we exit, i saw a gal. damn familiar. she was on someone's
bike. den i saw behind her got another bike got one guy even
more familiar, it was aiman. knnb he stare at me, i stare back.
i was waiting for a smile b4 i cfm it was him.

den cfm liao we talk abit, walk out, i met a whole group i knew.
all starting shouting, " WENGGGGGG " , " ALPHAAAA "
the gal was my pri 3 classmate, zulaika's fren. i forgot name le.

den we started cycling, with no destination in mind.
as we cycled, my head started pounding. wtf? the effects of the
drink. we drink pure shots, sibei imba, one cup one gulp oso gt.

we cycle till the safra chalet buay tong liao. ch & i jitao lie on grass
cannot take it le. head pounding liao. tink its the blood pump,
make the alcohol chiong. knnb first time so chuan. we cycle
whole nite oso wun so own. wtf wtf wtf. eyes wan close cannot close.

den we turned arnd, go back toilet, i jitao lie there le spam coke.
buay tahan. really first time this feeling. den we go back bike shop
den i lie on bench, den i close my eyes. i opened my eyes only to..
find. suan ern? LOL she was asking me something, i dunno wad she
talking at all LOL!!! den she say mi frens take cab left le, i still
seh seh walk to the shop look for dem, she stand there dumbfounded
SIBEI FUNNY NOW I THINK BACK HAHAHA. den we went off,
go to bedok, i jitao buay tahan go take train.

the train sibei full house fuck sia. i buay tong la cb, i go sit in
the middle of the train. den hug my legs, sibei uncomfy
but really cannot tahan. hais hais hais. STOMP STOMP lo
i finally drifted off when we reached city hall, opened
my eyes to see joo koon. knn i took the train back to
jurong east. my head still pounding like fuck.

the trip back home was hell. seriously.
bathed on aircon, lie down 1hr den slept for 4 hrs.
den... played ts online 2 & others + etc etc till..
ytd morning den keep whacking bets.
walked to mac ~~~

den went out to gombak after dinner.
till now its 4am. song bo. 3more hours and im gone.
hahahaha. guys, hope u enjoy urselves at sentosa haha.

this song is nice ((:
thai pop intro-ed to me. ((:
ohhhohhh. got eng subs~

feeling so sweet ; 3:04 AM;Y

Friday, June 19, 2009

im still wide awake (((:
lazy to blog abt my night yesterday & b4.
will do so tonight. hahahaha.

also been playning ts online 2 @ runup.my
the highest level there now is a level 99.
the 2nd being a 98 wiz. hard to understand
though.. coz my chinese sucks big time ):

now going out to buy mac for bro & me.
haahahaha. won some money thru soccer.
thats why ^^ treat him eat something.
although not much.. =/

feeling so sweet ; 6:12 AM;Y

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

W.endy's satisfaction says (7:29 PM):
!@#$%^&*(
W.endy's satisfaction says (7:29 PM):
ppl womanizer you xxmizer

sry i paste here ): but this one is.. i nth to say.. ):
so sad, dis gal who tell me only 14 years old =.=""

today morning.. go central huat soccer &
but mac breakfast T.T imba de hungry~~
everywhere got jurongville sec sch xmm.
they there collecting donations :D

guess if i donated? no (: i didnt coz i lazy.

den hoh den hoh, i reach home. i feel so
sleepy liao lor suddenly...... i checked my fone,
3 sms 3 miss calls i know gg liao. :x

~~~~ ~~~~

play 3 rounds.. damn tired LOL!! play 3rd round
halfway we called kfc. den come liao~ we go eat eat~
nb eat liao nid clear up damn mafan T.T

still nid mop floor after they leave. hais hahaha.
most stunning thing was.. ch called me, ask me
wan night cycle ma? 2 of us nia. omfg.

maybe the bbq we gonna crash got ppl wan
cycle oso.. guess i shall see first hurhur :x
see i gt mood stay home see ppl online anot. ~~

*edit : going out liao to ecp. if wan come cor mi hp ~*
* cycling may help me forget things.. temporarily *

feeling so sweet ; 7:35 PM;Y

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

yay winnings~ hehehe.
just now on phone got something funny happen~
omg teh imba singlish i used. :x wahahhaa.
shud be " something funny happened whilst "
my angmoh buay pai 1 ok, coz i from angmohpai.
jk luh (:

hope tonight home united draw with saf ((: HUAT!!

anyway, going out le. update more tonight~
late late late 45mins le.

feeling so sweet ; 5:26 PM;Y

wow i have so many loyal readers (:
thanks everyone~ hahaha.

yesterday:
woke up and decided to eat something~
coz i was famished~!

den went t plaza sing den walked~
to grand cathay to watchhhhhhh

" ghosts of girlfriends past "

quite a nice show (:
with some nice & heart-warming parts
and of coz with some... heart-aching parts ):

and grand cathay i saw a group of gals
coming out the lift when we arrived.
got 2 of dem... i can say are the one of the chioest
girls i have ever seen in my life hahaha. (:

anyway, today gt a year 1 i have never seen b4,
think she's called huiling izzit, she came late.
she's kinda tall and erm.. ya.

after the movie, we went to eat burger king.
after burger king, we went to the arcade,
my favourite place. coz got ahlians, xmm,
games, dino, catch the toy, jubeat & daytona.

so ya.. went to play jubeat with bruce.
both of us 2nd time playing. (:
spent $15 in there. playing games etc.
i offered the huiling some tokens to play,
she jitao "huh?" damn awkward LOL!

den play with the bob ah, wads his name idk.
he failed the easy mode " a perfect sky " den
i solo play liao. dey all pangseh me daytona ):

got a call from ch, our bets won~ dpmm - woodlands
2-1 wooooot~ win money hahaha. so go home liao
buy breaktalk bread for family. happy hour 10
for $10. ^^

reached home, i ate prata & bread talk. knnb, whole
day eat mac upsize, burger king whooper & prata, damn
healthy la. somemore is alot. pcb LOL!!!

den i sit here whole night, chatting on msn, watching
spain u21 - germany u21. and... ): i gt dao-ed. altho
i wanted to apologize... hais. i feel so bad, i couldnt
even dota. sry guys i ps. hahaha.

ps: woah i took 52mins to blog this =.=
im getting slower, just sms-ed erica whether
tml wan come gombak eat mac bf tgt.
i'm nt gonna sleep coz if i do, i wun be able
to wake up later. ~ morning nid go
gombak meet ppl eat bf & whack football.
HUAT AH~!!!

i think i'm really getting less than 30 hours
of sleep a week or lesser. somemore is those
lie down there cant sleep ): sad sad. den day
time go out arcade ball movie walk prawn eat.
tired tired, physically, mentally & emotionally.

cya all readers~ sorry for wasting ur 10mins.
this is a bad post

and... lastly i have 2 clips to show everyone,
one is this a jubeat. evans extreme difficulty.
and the 2nd i saw it at sherlyn's blog.
do watch the 2nd one if ur bored, but do watch
it through and pls on ur volume so u can hear.

feeling so sweet ; 5:35 AM;Y

Monday, June 15, 2009

its 6am.
he cant sleep.
his mother has prepped, rdy for work.
and reprimands him for his red eyes.
he gives her his word he will nt abuse his health.
he intends to pretend to sleep though,
to appease the hearts of the people who do care abt him.

he will soon lie on his apple-patterned bed.
and he will pray for everyone to be happy.
from the bottom of his heart.

feeling so sweet ; 6:03 AM;Y

Saturday, June 13, 2009

nehneh. ytd skip singapore flyer to play
mj & eat subway @ jurong point. (: no regrets.

den whole nite nv slp chiong asura cryin' &
rewatch hellsing ova subbed. fuck the angmoh.
dey dub animes like shit seriously. SUB OWNSS

anw, sry for short post ): . think going out liao.
go gombak playplay eat eat drinkdrink~
hopefully meet that butch again~

feeling so sweet ; 5:08 PM;Y

Thursday, June 11, 2009

turtle so cute hoh~ so strong oso~

OMG ITS 7am. I SPENT MY WHOLE NIGHT LOOKING
FOR IMAGES ONLINE AND FORUM THREADS ABOUT
PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THE GAME OMGGGGGGGG!!!

so really nolstagic. argh~~ im siao liao T.T

think i today dun sleep liao. continue c c~

& SEE!!!!! THIS

LUBU SAYS SHIT IN 吞食天地2 ROFL!!! SO CUTE

in the thread, people replied:

1: 够白目。。。吕布还会英文啊？还骂这种话。。。汗 -.="

2: 这是哪一时代的吕布？那么厉害哦？

3: 厉害，吕布说英文！！！

4: 不知道这个事会不会引发出国际新闻。。吕布是中国人。。
怎么搞。。虽然说是游戏。。但是希望官方注意下！！

4: 呂布還真 IN 啊~~~~英文都學會了
有笑到~

5: 他應該只會這個英文字吧！！！！

6: 吕布是跟上了马来西亚的时代了～

就给大家带来娱乐

但却误导小朋友学

7: 提示: 作者被禁止或刪除內容自動屏蔽

feeling so sweet ; 6:50 AM;Y

More den billons of fans and punters to watch
25 man acting at the field. Fans pay for their
salary, while punters pay for their kelong money.

TRUST KELONG

LOL!!!!! NICE WORDS! someone's signature

anw,
been seeing videos of this game,吞食天地.
keep thinking of the past. this games
holds alot of memories, alot of history.
alot of everything. it will always be apart
of me. yeah~

吞食天地 2 is out, but its in chinese. im
waiting for the english version ): can
someone grant my wish? all i want is to
play this game again. i dun mind paying
to play this game. its so worth it. (:

see 2:32. hais. reminds me of my 4 guilds ):
saddddddddddddddd liao luh. ):
ARGHHHH THE ENDLESS SLEEPLESS NIGHTS~
CHIONG QUESTS FOR PEOPLEEEEEEE~
OMGEEEEE~ HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAa.

feeling so sweet ; 1:48 AM;Y

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

To the many many loyal readers of this blog~

here is a beautiful song, by Ai Otsuka *hearts*
i guess it may nt be ur type of song but~
the lyrics are nice yo.

all i want is for you,
to sing me this song,

Pocket - Ai Otsuka

Sneaking my hand into your pocket,
Our fingers intertwined in secret
As if we were hiding it from the light of the world.
Softly then, I fell deeper into love.
Of things changed I do not know, but my feelings are
That throughout the next however many years
My thoughts will only be of loving you.
Gently then, I fell deeper into love with you.

Giving warmth to your delicate hands,
I rest reassured that I am causing no burden
In staying always by your side.

Slipping my hand into your pocket,
My eyes follow your tall frame, looking up
At your face that leans towards mine.
At times, I still giggle shyly to myself.
I know too that you always make sure
To finish those dishes that I try so very hard to make.
Time and again, your gentle thoughtfulness
Has me chuckling to myself, embarrassed.

Resting in the comfort that I am not a responsibility,
Let us walk together anew again from here.
Hand in hand, we will shape ourselves a dream.

With my hand in your pocket, I am warmed in
Knowing that I can never lose this love a love above all love.
Always, I will be at your side.
Always, I will remain by you.

feeling so sweet ; 4:56 AM;Y

Monday, June 8, 2009

(Saturday):

left for panjang @ 230pm. got a call from jie.

jie: kw where are you?
me: erm erm, i on bus reaching panjang le.
jie: dun bluff, u at home.
me: nono!!! seriously!
jie: *ignoring me* can u help me go west mall?
me: uh.. i said.. i on bus..
jie: silvery note help me buy a pc game? please
me: ok.

knn jie knows me too well LOL!!!!!!!

go central buy bubble tea... got 3 chiobu come line up
behind me~~~ all wearing black hot hot~

buy liao go store cannot find wad he wanted,
den 330pm liao. go central wait akshay to pass me a pic,
nbnbnbn cannot trust indians de. say wad 10min.

waited till 430 for him to come, even got time go mac
tapao food & chat wif tenghui when i saw him.
btw west mall mac got 1 gal called christine. looks like
someone... ): very chio and friendly lol.

get liao pic i jitao cab down to panjang. cab oso late lor.
play play play. ~ play mahjong. den i go downstairs eat
dinner ~ woot~ lai lai guess wad i eat? ;x

i ordered yi mian $5 (Medium) & Seaweed Soup $3.
& a teh bing sponsored by ch. imba leh. i didnt expect
it was so much lor wtf!!!!!

ok den we left for gombak to meet the gombak gang
for supper/dinner @ alif. but full house leh so we
went to the other muslim de. we sit there talk talk.
etc etc. really really nice catching up on old times~
hahahaha.

den i showed them the pic i gotten from akshay that
day.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2669240&l=590014c50e&id=638256387

damn cool right?! hahahahaa.
too bad no ziyi. p6 den come in de ^^
joan oso damn cool can?
can anyone recognise her.
best is jacky LOL!!!

ok den eat eat eat~ etc drink drink.
we headed to the dzps bustop to nua.
our destination was to go play pool @ I.R.C timah
but den, we only 3 people siol. not much ~
so i tried called tingting & april down, they both
cant ); sad sad sad. ahaha.

wen + 3 of us nua at the bustop playing my psp.
play tekken till sibei high. LOLOOL. play play
till we go west mall mac lo. there go toilet rest,
eat abit den start heading down to timah.

LOOK AT MAC STAFF SITTING ON ROAD CURB
EATING MAC. OMG SO.. SOO... UNGLAM.
DISAPPOINTED YO. ok luh. i nt too far off.
i squatting at curb also LOL!!

den got 1 chiobu go buy food x: hehehe. (Y)
powerrrrr. above got a bunch of sajc gals
studying. gt 1 damn imba (Y) power power.
wearing dunno wad leaders shirt x: ~

eat eat ~ cheeseburger~ water~ icecream~

we reached beauty world exactly 55mins.
was smsing april, she told me same time walking
from suntec to plaza sing. wthhhh. lol so imba.

den we go play pooooooooool. play till morning.
damn chui can? hahaha. so many noobs playing
dota @ I.R.C. ALL NOOBS NOOBS NOOBS (:
heng i bo play 1v5 thrash dem flat flat until
flatter than serenity. codename.

eat finish liao we go opposite that ahneh stall.
see ch eat murtabak. den behind got a bunch
of loser ang mohs eating YOU KNOW WHAT?

MAGGIE MEE SOUP !!!!!! LOLOOLOLOLOL!
DRIVE BMW DE HOH. they leave liao i jitao
ask the ahneh wad they eating, he reply DAMN
FUNNY LOL!

" Mee Soup, $3 "

KENA CON LA BODOH FUCKS. HAHA ANGMOH
FUCKING BRAINLESS. HAHAHAHA. DRIVE BM
SO WAD? BRAIN SO SMALL. COME MY HOUSE
EAT LUH. U SIT VOIDDECK I GO COOK 1 BOWL
BRING U CHARGE U $2.50 oso song. $2 OSO CAN
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

hehehehe. go home time~
take out wallet see see stuff.

damn it luh. my shokudou voucher just expired.
very lonely~ only 1 MIC gal pei me at bustop ):

my other 2 friends~

PCK & ROSSIE~ LOL

go eat~ at queensway alexandra village
de porridge~ woot. drive past tiong bahru
teloh blangah road~ den nua nua nua nua.

till midnight~

suddenly 1230am, weiwei invite 3 of us into
conver. "outram or geyland" replies were,
" anything " " anything " " now? "

den i sms kaiting disturb her coz she nid go
back school makeup class, her reply damn cute.

" bastard!lol. asshole. haha "

imagine a xmm saying that. omg :x ^^

weiwei drive us all to geyland dunno eat wad
" you tiao wang " the you tiao king or wad.

nb we sit down there. suddenly 1 car park
beside our table, backseat come out 4 gals.
WTF? 2 chiobus, one is xmm lo. front 1 gal
one guy. the guy driver. pcb knnb imba fuck

eat eat~ LOL! eatting you tiao with curry & bbq
sause is damn nice can? the soya bean drink is nice.

eat liao go the dunno where lakeside prawning.
prawn~ prawn~ each of us catch one, except ch gt 2.

there behind gt 1 couple. the guy bbq the prawn use
hand feed the gal. the gal xmm lo. but arnd our age
de. damn chio T.T so jealous hahahaha.

infront of us gt 1 chinaman. he nv catch tio any. we
catch tio 5 liao he still there squatting LOLLOL.

go home liao~ reach home 5am+
den msn abit. see someone online.
finally sleep & 6+am. den~ 330pm
wake up. imba fuck. headache like siao. lol

615pm leave house go eat @ C.C.
645pm leave for gombak to play ball.
woot, ch call me ask me where i am.

me : " i at bustop liao "
ch : " u at traffic light "
me : " no leh "
suddenly i notice the traffic light sound. WTF
me : *silence*
ch: " faster "

SO SAD LUH. GG'ED TWICE IN 3 DAYS WTH.
play play play. was expectng to see the butch,
think i fell for her OMG cant be :x yeah cant be.

hehehe, i go there see her friends there wa! i sibei
high siol :) ~ but she didnt turn up so sad. wa i alot
of tings to blog de lo, but suan le luh. ahahaha, coz i
going game soon. 8am still nid meet ppl eat mac.

tapao 3 egg prata home for bro & me~
till now. 4am. england U21 3-0 half time. sibei sian
lol. tink i going sleep in 2hours time. hais~

edit* wrong. 5am still awake :x

feeling so sweet ; 12:26 AM;Y

Saturday, June 6, 2009

now cant slp, on phone wif wendy.
20-30 sentence she talk i talk 1 line.
430am. nb i fall aslp she oso dunno :x
phone dying soon.

tml going arcade. weee, maybe terminator oso.
hope can see the butch :x

******

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high.

feeling so sweet ; 4:24 AM;Y

Friday, June 5, 2009

went t play ball today.
how i long to play ball ):
had to skip peoples' outings.
3 outings in fact.

we were playing ball when suddenly
a group of ahlian & ahbeng.
idk if they are, but look like
suddenly wan play wif us 5v5.
play play laugh laugh happy happy (:
coz everyone keep chu stunt. hahaha

den suddenly got 1 butch sub in.
she not chio or wad... somemore is butch
but she instantly caught my attention...
she come in i jitao shoot burn her HAHA.

i still remember her friend say,
" wa come in jitao tio burn "
high sia me :x , she keep defend me.
even when dunnid defend, she still defend.

den stupid taekwando people came ):
dey wanna takeover the court T.T !!!
we went t another court to play ball~
the red red one :x

while walking pass shop and save,
i saw that group of people walking there,
den i tot, " wa.. so sad dey nv follow "

we reach liao the red court den sit down,
we chat chat chat den suddenly
i had deja vu, TWICE. of that place.
i had seen it, exactly the same people,
the same position and everything.

omg, maybe i really am.. a overseer.
a person who has far sight~ :x

den i turned around that very moment,
i smiled (: it was that group of people,
they came to the same place as us ^^

den we qie match wif other people,
i heard her shout, " careful they strong "
wa high bodoh LOL! D: den den...
play until halfway losing, i roll a ball
from 2-point line. jitao choop~

den i heard " wa errxin sia "
i outside act imba but inside very high. ^^

lose liao..... den zhao ):
coz erica dun like the number 10 uncle ~
den we play under shuqing & yongsheng house.

play till lights out den go mac eat eat~
i meant drink drink~
after that go eat prata @ ALIFF. ^^
BUT BEFORE THAT~~~
AN AHNEH GIVE WEN A HAPPY MEAL TOY. ROFL.
SIBEI FUNNY LOOOOLLLLLL.

COOL?!?!?!?! (hand mine)

the teh tarik imba (LOVES),
when i get a car, almost everynite
i will drive down eat there for supper.

when we waiting prata, i saw a familiar face.
it was the no.10 uncle.
he come sit behind me 2 table. :O
soon after, that group came, HIGH SIA HAHAHA.

dey sit behind talk talk, i would sometimes..
turn arnd just to see the butch :x

den finally we nid t go home. ):
walk pass dem, dey looked at us.
we returned back stares.

walking away, i turned back.
i saw her looking also. (:

reach home liao kena suan by people
when i say i see that butch... i..
FUCK U LUH LILI LOOOOOL! HAHAHAHA

i will return to gombak to play ball~
frequently~

this sat ba if no night cycling.

************

& we just thrashed another team.

List of their team (All Pick, they didnt random):

OUCH!Ryoma Lvl : 37 Ladder Lvl :16 104W 49L
OUCH!-D.| Lvl : 27 Ladder Lvl :4 27W 19L
Nicol-Robin.| Lvl : 40 Ladder Lvl :18 109W 41L
[C]ookies[J]ar Lvl : ?? Ladder Lvl :8 45W 27L
OUCH!yk.oasis| Lvl : 36 Ladder Lvl :8 46W 42L

replay & stats :
http://www.dota-allstars.com/replay/130764/index.html

hais, xueshasha dao me ):

ITS 6:03AM. WHY??????!!!
I WANNA SLEEP YET I CANT.

**************

think you need to turn up colume abit.
): every song i post in my blog
says abit about me & how i feel.

This romeo is bleeding
But you cant see his blood
Its nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

Its been raining since you left me
Now Im drowning in the flood
You see Ive always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I cant sing a love song
Like the way its meant to be
Well, I guess Im not that good anymore
But baby, thats just me

And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What Id give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
Ive made mistakes, Im just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words youve been needing to hear
Ill wish I was him cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
Theres no price I wont pay
To say these words to you

Well, there aint no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
Well find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always

feeling so sweet ; 5:21 AM;Y

Thursday, June 4, 2009

330am. its an endless wait to damnation.

he is 19 years old.
he is nicknamed alpha.
he went to school at 330pm.
he met amanda, her mum & sis at batok mrt.
he said hi to them.
he reached school at 4pm.
he went to club.
he felt kinda weird so he ate at fc3.
he then played basketball.
he saw vera and yanting and friends playing too.
he thinks they should not play ball in skirts.
he goes back to club and rests.
he and afew others helped pack the styrofoam.
he goes to spools to buy bets for the next day.
he goes out for dinner.
he goes home to contemplate about everything.
he blogs this.

Sakura Drops - Utada Hikaru

some lyrics from this beautiful song.
reflecting on how i feel.

"止まらない胸の痛み超えて
もっと君に近ずきたいよ

好きで好きでどうしようもない
それとこれとは関係ない "

feeling so sweet ; 3:25 AM;Y

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

after school, went to find nelly. he was in class so
i kinda crashed it yo (: den hoh, i go with him to
fc5 find ng, ng came down from RP to find us play
bowling at SPGG. woooot. ^^

den we went to SPGG play, on the way, i saw joan
& valerie playing cards at stadium, they shouting
and squealing like siao la, i other side of stadium
can even hear them, still say wad good gal w/e. :x

den walk walk, the weather was imba. somemore
i wearing jacket ): damn imba hot. HAIS.

reach liao inside no lane to play, alot of SCGS gals
were training there lol. I DIDNT DROOL OK?!?!

den we play play play, i used house ball 13 & 15.
kam phua heavy T.T hahahaha. den den... a phone
call came, chong hao from NP wan find me @ SP.

so i walked to the stadium end, near the gym. pass
the giggling gals playing cards and gave him
directions to reach the stadium on phone.

joan even recognised chong hao sia. even tho like 6
years never meet le :x so good sia her memory.
we needed to go meet the rest for pepper lunch~

******5.45pm******

106, 147, 74, 74, 185, 147, 106, 74, 147. JUST NO 105!
knn wait like dog like that, pamela they all walk pass
etc, we still standing there wait. knnb, stand at least
half hour there sweating. dulan. saw familiar chiobus
going up 185 and leaving ~ . only good thing tho.
hopefully they dun read my blog. :x

on the bus, we saw some people doing this :

i think they picking head lice. EEEEEEE!
den i suddenly felt hair itchy luh. its like
u see ants den u feel they all over urbody. wtf!

reach liao go eat pepper lunch. eat eat eat ~
ohya before that i went toilet to change clothes
and....... TOTO.

guess whats this? YES! ITS THE URINAL.
TOO BAD PEOPLE, i know u all wanna see
wads in the uniral at that moment right? :x
HEHEHEHEHE ^^ xoxo.

ohyeah. food looks great. (:

after food, we went t macdonald eat ice cream
and chat chat chat chat. ~

some pics:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=113584&id=638256387&l=5784582998

and a video u can find on my fb profile :x ^^

home sweet home soon after~ bb akshay.

ohya, i have a screenshot of something funny.
i laughed my head off when i saw it LOL!!!

the rainbow after the storm,
i don't seek the rainbow coz,
you were the clouds in the storm.

feeling so sweet ; 2:26 PM;Y

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

dota dota. was bored so i started scolding people~
den started to suan noobs. coz its very dulan when
i see noobs in channels talking so big etc. walan eh.

opponent consisted of 8mski's people ChuaN, IcE, xiGz
& xueshasha ( real 1 ) & xLockOnStratosx. dey all picked
their heroes, dey didnt random (: scared lose sibei hum.
den we 3 pick, 2 random. song bo ^^

boring game, 25mins up phase boots & bloodstone liao.
come on luh. starting 10mins i nv kio last hit properly.
kaos eh. den after 40min all start to slack anyhow chiong.
but we always end up winning, dey didnt manage to even
get close to turning the tide. hais.

* thx to lwl, lili, tim & xj (: for playing as well *

the left is fake 1, coz its recorded like that.
game end u leave they will still say leave.

wan replay ah? pm me for it. :x nights.

imy, soooo much.

feeling so sweet ; 3:41 AM;Y

Monday, June 1, 2009

went to west mall @ 6pm. go play arcade shoot dino~
imba de fun~ hahaha. x: *smiles* den sent out msges
to all the xmms having olevel chinese the next day. ^^
after that, play play play play, play alot of games lol.
thanks to someone who top up $10 for me, i topped up
another $20. $10 is worth $12 in credits. $20 is worth
$25 in credits so yeah ((: .

den gt 2 xmm's dancing on the arcade game the one nid
hold the thing behind u den barefoot keep bounce/dance
to tap the steps. damn imba hahaha. den got 1 chio ahlian
in pink keep walking arnd~

ok back to the arcade shooting dinos, we soon attracted
a crowd ((: so high luh let ppl see me vital hit dinos PRO!!

bought 2 shirts LOL! the.. cheer you up smiling tee from
giordanno. D: one black one white. the gal at the counter
not bad ^^

went t gombak to eat den, after playing awhile, we sat
at the imba under eric house kopitiam, nomore PORRIDGE
so we buy rice & noodles, $4 each. quite a big portion. den
we ordered 2bottles of carlsberg D:

$4 Yi Mian

No free lighter for us ~

den i ordered another plate of $4 rice after finishing my
noodles coz i wanted test it D: den den den i cant finish
my beer. ): felt damn sleepy & seh liao. coz i damn full
plus so imba little slp the day b4 T.T

wanted to call tingting come down pei us awhile but
i wanna let her do her fyp in peace ba ^^ hahahhaa.

think i became drunk awhile, reach home den ok liao.
& if u think i will end the blogpost now ur so wrong...

cont'd
(it took me 45mins to do everything below)
this song.. means alot to me, i always
hear it and sing along with it when i'm
alone, it is the song i started my jap
classes for. just to sing it.

please read it till the end~

宇多田ヒカル (Hikaru Utada):

Flavor Of Life -Ballad Version-

※ありがとう、と君に言われると
When you say thank you to me,

なんだかせつない
for some reason, it hurts;

さようならの後も解けぬ魔法
like a magic spell that doesn't
get undone, even after the goodbye.

淡くほろ苦い
A hint of bitterness.

The flavor of life※

友達でも恋人でもない中間地点で
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,

収穫の日を夢見てる
青いフルーツ
like an unripe fruit dreaming about the day of harvest.

あと一歩が踏み出せないせいで
Being unable to just move one more step forward

じれったいのなんのってbaby
is what's causing this frustration, baby.

(※くり返し) (Repeat)

甘いだけの誘い文句
味っけの無いトーク
そんなものには興味をそそられない
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations,
it sparks no interest in me.

思い通りにいかない時だって
Even when things do not go the way you want,

人生捨てたもんじゃないって
it doesn't mean you've thrown your life away.

どうしたの?と急に聞かれると
When asked, "What's wrong?"

ううん、なんでもない
I answer, "It's nothing."

さようならの後に消える笑顔
The smile that disappears after goodbye,

私らしくない
it's unlike me.

信じたいと願えば願うほど
The more I wish to believe in you,

なんだかせつない
for some reason, it hurts even more.

「愛してるよ」よりも
"I like you a lot," instead of

「大好き」の方が
"I love you," sounds more like you.

君らしいんじゃない?
The flavor of life

忘れかけていた人の香りを
突然思い出す頃
降りつもる雪の白さをもっと
素直に喜びたいよ
The period when you suddenly remember the
scent of someone you had almost forgotten.
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish
the white purity of the falling snow more.

ダイアモンドよりもやわらかくて
あたたかな未来
A future, tender and warmer than a diamond,

手にしたいよ
I want to grasp it.

限りある時間を
In this limited time we have,

君と過ごしたい
I want to spend it with you.

feeling so sweet ; 2:07 AM;Y