eric : " u were* staring " hmm, really? LOL! nv notice




anw, just now had a nap. woke up @ arnd 1am.
couldnt sleep again. hais fucking nightmare.

guess wad i dreamt of? a gal and my psp.
my psp had a futuristic instant messaging thing.
and this gal was communicating on it with me.

den i.. was abt to reply something.
but my psp changed language and no batt suddenly.
den i panicked run arnd look for charger.

that reply i was abt to give was to clarify something.
but apparently i was never able to.

nxt thing i heard was, i guess i felt.. coz dream ma.

" TOO LATE "

so i woke up, eyes wide open. GG. )x emo.

anw, heres something my bro made. olevel still can make.




CUTE?



























FUCKING HOT!!! KODA KUMI! maybe a crap song
but i assure u (guys) watch till end u wun regret.








Sakuranbo - Ai Otsuka's Hit Single
my personal favourite, other than Cherish.





Take a Bow
(Credits to Feng, Phoenix. not Feng Ling.)
on her msn pm. SIBEI EPIC LOL!!





FINALLY. an imba video. sibei funny. LOL!!





[edit] 6:16am . going out for mac soon.
as soon as spools is open lol. tapao for bro.

9am. Mac? nope. lost abit of money yesterday betting.

sleep. yay~ but maybe waking in 3hrs go out. depends.

anw ppl jio me go sch play @ 630pm. hais. nitenite

... i nth to say... my reputation that bad uh..

-QiNg- ~小迷糊~ says (1:27 AM):
*taekwondo okay!
*higher belt than eric n jianwen.
*punch u

-QiNg- ~小迷糊~ says (1:30 AM):
*im doing gd deeds. need to change u
*u got alot of bad karmas

-QiNg- ~小迷糊~ says (1:31 AM):
*KAWENG! it's still nt late to turn over new leaf

-QiNg- ~小迷糊~ says (1:34 AM):
*he's alway e poor soul
*targeted by u n e guys
*jacky VS kw n gang

-QiNg- ~小迷糊~ says (1:38 AM):
*jacky always says he got bullied by u all

-QiNg- ~小迷糊~ says (1:38 AM):
*he got tt more innocent look than u

)x all because i did something LOL!!

have.not.slept.omg.i.think.i.am.dying.

T_____T now nid go out eat breakfast. hungryyyy

i noe u will be reading this. dun wry. my phone..
is nt on silent mode for today LOL! :D

today? eat. red hill. go ball. saw butch. watch soccer. eat. home.

hmm, damn kuku sia. we go sit at the side of the court.
den hoh. i sit the place is fucking imba. i nv expect.
right side is butch the shoe bag. left side is her bag.
wakao. she come and take the bag like i not there sia.
jitao pull bua my leg. heng not sharp.

den i notice 2 kuku ppl staring at me.
trying to see my reaction wtf. i noe ur reading this.
den somemore still say something, " eh kw, ur butch "
or wad. LOL! u cant catch me 1. frame also no use ^^



anyway, here are some games i really wanna play. but cant.
guess due to my comp. shit comp. cmi crap.




This is my most anticipated game. IWANPLAY!!


Blade & Soul

seriously fucking imba. i see liao damn high.
keep seeing again. im not a pervert la. -.-
i noe got 1 class is.. erm.. nvm HAHAHA.
stuck wif crappy eco online.
SEE THE GRAPHICS? COOL?





Valkyrie Sky

Have u played space invaders?
dis is an imba improved version of it.
dun get put off pls. its a nice game. really.
its old. but i think recently imported over to eng.





another game is this. PS2 game.
i completed it many times. and chiong the gate.
cannot reach the angel slayer.

Valkyrie Profile 2 - Silmeria

very beautiful game.
unique gameplay. fucking awesome man.
5/5 . FREYA & ALICIA !!! OWN





last vid nt abt game. its entertaining tho ^^ imba

anne : woah, like that win liao. LOL! i link u ba.




anyway, ytd night damn imba.

after gombak mac reach home 11pm.
got 2 miss call & 1 sms. den i saw a rare name.
if nt, i would have looked at my phone for the nxt 24hrs.

den 12 leave house. surprisingly still got bus leh.
i wanted take cab liao so nua till 12:15 den go down but =/
managed to get onto a 187 full of malays -.- idk y.

reach liao panjang go order zha yu mi fen. $3/3.50 nia.
somemore eat till u die. can vomit LOL!
den go 7-11 wooot. buy magnolia fresh milk, jolly shandy,
and sweeeeeeeeets.

den i realise something. my ezlink no money to take bus.
to our nxt destination. so we decided to go to the nearest LRT
to top up my card. knn walk walk walk. walk there le.
the LRT closed so walk to panjang plaza. den suddenly..
" eh just now 7-11 can top up hoh " i jitao stunned.

WTF it was the place i remember ezlink no money.
GG. LOL! den in the end, reach panjang plaza liao.
the 7-11 beside mac. the LRT station across road.
so the irony is we walk 15-20mins to another 7-11 to topup.

damn kuku sia. nb pcb. lol. see alot jc kia at that mac studying.
okok den hop onto bus. alr 1am+ liao. almost 2am.

guess our destination -.- sentosa.

reach clark quey go down see tio 2 indian club.
we jitao laugh out loud LOL. the door open jitao ahneh music.
door still got 1 indian lady in sari picture. sibei high.
LOL!!!! EPIC WIN. den got those disco lights chu pattern.

laugh finish liao walk abit see tio another 1. called Dhoom.
sibei imba. really bth. den got onto bus reach vivo.
alot of 'dead ppl' on floor.

walao. walk arnd, walk into vivo, walk pass st james, walk
into up the paths leading to mt faber. but all wrong
coz its ppl residence. walan eh fucking scary can. all dark dark.
sibei scary. keep kena spiderweb and leaf fall down.

den finally we found the real path up. totally no lights at all.
i took out my torchlight << WTF? i did bring LOL!
also shine shine cant see anything. damnsad. hais.

so walk into harbourfront centre see mac full house.
full of those finish clubbing 1. that kuku sharon nv reply.
she also at that place. den we go out sit at the
vivo outside. see tio 3 ppl sitting at there.

guess what they doing. PLAYING DECK?! OMG.
NOT POKER. OMG. GG. 4am leh knn pcb. NO LIFE.

ok den we sit there. saw a durian. saw.. alot of crap.
3 hooligans no shirt there cycling arnd in circles.
honking their 'honk'. really is honk. not bell. malays -.-

den 530am we go eat prata and lim teh + bandung.
finish liao go home. sibei shag. den go out porridge.
reach home only 4hrs sleep tong till now.

panadol also still cannot kill headache. ^^

anyway for those wondering. be sure to catch me in school.
monday & wednesday. hahahaha.

its been a long time huh, blog. lol ^^
feeling lonely uh. sry my laptop is kinda..
dead? )x no adapter to give him life x.x

anw, have u all seen a bowling ball break?
well, we didnt. but we made 1 break. LOL!
think its bounced 3 times and burst.

wad i meant was that we didnt see it breaking. but ya..
hmm, ill explain another time hahaha.

but today kinda epic lol.
i was set to have dinner @ 7pm. den suddenly someone
ask me to lim teh (drink tea) @ gombak. den i went lo.
reach liao see the ayam/mutton nasi briyani high so
called home dun cook my share. hahaha.

den some kuku come and say prata only appetizer.
so all the fools went to eat porridge. knn. sibei power.
halfway.. of coz walk pass spools. we bought finish their
$5 & $2 scratch cards LOL!

wun say profit or fail :D

den chiong porridge chiong wang qing shui @ bubble tea shop.

apart from that, nth much happened last 3 days.
ball 1 time + out (mostly arnd west area), got 1 @ south also :D

HAPPY DEEPAVALI !!!!!!!!!!!!!















































NOT!







HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
anw tml treating family eat mac or sunday.
coz won some from mahjong earlier. not alot though.
either it goes to SPOOLs or into our tummies ^^ .
i TOOK the less riskier choice.
well less riskier coz MAC the food abit ZXCSDASD.

woooot. i have a feeling a nigger would read this page.

so fuck u black crap. (: u know who u are.

use more darlie toothpaste. coz soon we cant see u in the dark.

i would make u suck ur own balls should i see u again.
(provided you have dem, eh?)


hahaha. anw sleep is in order. i ish hardcore gamer. afk




anyway respect to The Emperor. SlayerS_`BoxeR` aka Lim Yo-Hwan

the only person to make me feel subpar.

Eric : LOL!!!! say wrong can. omg. hahaha.
Feng : HUH? i nv notice at all. cant tell x: DUN BLUFF.






hmmm. someone jio pool. i fell asleep after waiting 1hr. hais.
hmmm. someone jio go timah. i last min no mood. so ps.
hmmm. people jio me go ball. quarrel no mood go. so ps again.
hmmm. 1am say hao wan dota. but i go play online game. suddenly 5am.
hmmm. say cut hair. 3 weeks le still growing grass.

failure sia me =/ hais.


anyway nth interesting abt my life. just nw sum guy msn me.


为什么这些人这么幼稚。 says (12:41 AM):
*a;[ha?
*do u hv felicia's fon number?


a;[ha is obviously alpha. typo siol. type see keyboard kia.


convo :

为什么这些人这么幼稚。 says (12:42 AM):
*i accidently deleted jor
*==
为什么这些人这么幼稚。 says (12:44 AM):
*can gv?
*?
- [ Æsir ] Kawenq says (12:44 AM):
*nope
*lol
为什么这些人这么幼稚。 says (12:45 AM):
*?
*i accident deleted la
*zzz
- [ Æsir ] Kawenq says (12:47 AM):
*serious
为什么这些人这么幼稚。 says (12:47 AM):
*i kno u 5 years jor la
*bluff u for wat
- [ Æsir ] Kawenq says (12:47 AM):
*i dunno



-.- i dun haf the number. imba sia he. wad makes he think i haf.



suddenly i rmb, he is my guild member. 5 years ago lol.

think i pangseh alot of people sia. -.-
today got ball and sakae. i totally forgot abt sakae.
ball was coz quarrel wif ppl. hais. -.- sians x200.


anyway my week really boring uh.

mon-friday, 2 basketball, prata so on so forth. keep go out i forgot do wad -.-
saturday badminton(late again, very) den go wm eat. saw tenghui wif his gal at batok interchange. he wearing "police" LOL!

night no ball coz everyone chui-ed lol. but den got go timah, i rmb i order 4 ketupat, 10 chicken satay. 4 rice damn imba. i full till had to 'forget' i go order oyster lol. )x feel so bad. finish liao, i and ch go play LAN. l4d in fact, walao eh, inside got meimei de lor. the lanshops. i even met jinfa outside lol. he just finish playing pool. that time arnd 11pm le.

den when going home got this ahlian, i sibei stereotype leh. she got anggong and stuff. but her shirt, idk is shirt or wad. wa. sibei revealing. sideways totally open. can see her pink bra. see from sideways like no need wear shirt at all la. damn bright at night lol. somemore is not sports bra or wad, its those lingerie, got pattern 1. bustop sit beside me i look for oncoming bus also no choice but see tio hais. i so innocent can.

sunday alexandra village den go sentosa. power. go there rot. even feel like vomitting, think chiong too much porridge in the morning lol.


anyway, im playing a new online game. its been out abt 5 weeks le. its ECO ONLINE. Emil Chronicles Online. (Click to enlarge Images) Graphics not that shitty but its coz i saved the pics in low-res jpeg. )x










SO DAMN COOL RIGHT? DEVIL SIOL HOTHOTHOT!!! HAHAHAHHAA.








ANGEL IN MINISKIRT! WOOT! all can change eyes face hair all.












now this one. its not human. its.. EMIL! weeee
got the feng ling feel sia. hahaha.
the down to earth kind of gal.
no makeup simple kind of gal (:

yeng : hmm, ur amanda? oh. cant be uh. i'm usually 24hours online except when i change comp or let my lappie rest the occasional 30-45mins i go to eat or go out tapao food. u can ask ur sis lol. btw, i'm fine thanks for the concern (: hope ur coping well too ^^ cya this sat.








here's some food for thought. Credits : Sharon Hoo Liwen & Eiya.
*stumbled upon it*

"

I may not know what's best friend really means.
I may not know how to treat someone like a best friend.
I may not know will the someone treat me back as a best friend.

How jealous I am to see people who had a best friend whom are so concern about each other, will be there whenever they are in down and up, care about each other feelings and being straight forward in a good manner without any hard feelings.

My this particular entry does not refer to anyone of you. I don't want any question about who I am referring to. It's about my feelings that I have been keeping for so long. This is my journal and it is no wrong for me to type whatever I want to. Let's be logical and reasonable.

I did a mistake by telling people that you're my best friend.
I did a mistake by telling people that I really wants you to be my best friend.
I realized how hard it is to get one. So damn hard.

I always came across friends who always have bad thoughts about me, gossiping about me and never will keep my secrets. I always have a friend who don't really understand me. I want people to know how nice I am to them. I can cry with my friends whenever they're down, does not matter what kind and how long I know the friend is. I will always be there for my friends whenever they need me, does not matter whether I'm busy, sick or enjoying times. I treasure each and every of my friends but then there will be always something happen which made me cry. Cry badly .

So people, what's your definition of best friend? Share with me.


"

Feng : u dao me lo when i say disturb. u noe i jk de. hais.
Eric : LOL!!! sibei imba. keep laughing buay tahan.
Amanda : hmm u must be choy right? LOL! wad i show is 1/10000 nia.
Kyou : huh? talk what dirty? gg luh. suddenly i dunno wad i said. LOL
Zyniz : lol. -.- i always nv tag de nia haha.
Riny : :D weirdo
ChenLi : shooooooooo. D: everytime dota ps me.
Serene : x.x np ;p




that's it for tags hahahaha. thanks everyone.



i dunno why i can't sleep nowadays. =/
guess its my left eye, it hurts, the farking china guy fault cb. hais.
well heck care him. onto some food for thought.

have u guys ever thought about sacrifice?
what does it mean to you?

- does it mean to give it all for others?
- does it require you to be truly 100% happy doing it?
- what if it induces regrets, is that still sacrifice?
- to do everything and gain nothing?
- or if ur doing it to act hero, yes?



aghhhhh hahaha. i skip topic damn fast can. hehe.
here's something i found, after failing to understand Ris Low.
what are Booms? Boom? Bom -.- (although no link LOL)
what i copied was done in good faith. i dun mean any harm. thx.


The defensive tactic that Muslim teenagers who are being bullied use to defend themselves. just yell, or write the word.

Bully: Hey, ACHMED, give me your lunch money!
Ahmad: BOOM!
Bully:AAAAHHH

nowadays sibei boring -.-

just now got 1 imba stunt, i bought a 'bao cai' @mayin.

den hoh i go put eric house to fridge while i play ball. finish liao.
he wanna pass me back the bao cai ma. its in a glass bottle.
so he put inside a plastic and tie it to a string den lower it down.






















WE WERE LOOKING UPWARDS DEN THE MOST IMBA THING HAPPEN. 1125PM. RAINING SOMEMORE. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD?

i think he forgot to tie or wad, somemore the string...
the bao cai in the plastic kena stuck. (see middle of pic)
STUCK AT HIS HOUSE BELOW THE WINDOW GRILL.
I DUNNO HE SLIP OR FORGOT TIE OMG LOLGG.
*see the kuku in the pic looking down*

nvm luh $5 nia. (x nth much. but it was hell funny.
coz i think it should be ****'s house. lol and i think
i saw her at the kopitiam wif her mum so she shoudlnt
be able to help me get -.-

but eric's mum say no one stay de leh.. but i swear i saw shoes outside that house.. hmm weird.




okok back to today's happenings hahaha.




morning chiong market buy prata back for family. met yijing and her mum at the 24hrs bun shop. was hearing " alpha alpha " den i look arnd like idiot. finally saw a gal in total fbt there lol. den go home, chiong prata chiong instant noodles chiong half loaf of bread still hungry. den lunch ban mian 3 bowls. sibei power. by then i bloated like hell hahaha.



den received sms got ball@gombak but i 3pm nid go west mall movie + eat. so pangseh jie lo. coz jie 830pm nid be 'somewhere'. hehehee. so then~ i went to watch " Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs " kinda nice yet not full, idk how to explain lol. den we went to eat mayim?





























ate kinda alot. den blah blah. den we tried the baocai.
met darius and his gal lol. didnt expect him to recognise me.
the baocai was kinda nice so i tot of buying back for mum.
den since i would be late doing so, i decided to put it
at eric house nua till i go home lol.






























*dog at cinema* cute huh HAHAHAA. (x

then after that go gombak play till 10pm+ den go
the beside mac eat prata. eat till 1115pm.























hahaha. see the teh tarik. shiok? (x
too bad never drag feng down come eat also.



ok some pics from ubin to end this post.
its late and i need sleep.


angmoh leg very hairy sia. i see liao bth take pic.
onboat to ubin. (x LOL!!! pro? the mossie bite him suay.
the mossie sure stuck inside the hair rot to death LOL
































this is wad hao and i drink at ubin when resting.

























i saw this mossie so i snapped a shot.
his body was becoming fatter.
then the transparent part become red. omg.
he suck my blooooooooooooooooood D:




























look at this pic.
we met yiwai or how u spell his name on the way.
den hoh, he said 'that person' was their tourguide.
ch & i only replied, " GOOD LUCK! LOL! "

GUESS WHO WAS THE TOURGUIDE (IN PIC)
ROFL GG WIN!

































ok its 530am. time to hit the sack. more than 24hrs being awake.
pangseh Ling to play dota for 3 days already. feel kinda guilty.
the rest nt guilty coz everyday play lol )x

and heng i nv go wif some ppl go macdonald in the middle of night.
if not i may have been involved. a good thing and bad. nights.

IMP.

i dunno who comes here. but i guess i can guess. =/


today town was fun. L4D @ IRC parklane was fun.
shopping was tiring too. altho i didnt buy anything.
the shirt i wanted was too formal i guess.
ok. its 5am. back to psp ff9. garnet just became queen.
guess who i named her to be (x




" i want to be your canary whilst i sing this swan song
during your deepest slumbers. and when you wake up to
to brace the cruelty of the world the next day, you shall
not find even the faintest hint that i had been watching
over you, the entire night. "

monday got 2 idiots overnight nv sleep play td.
they chiong chiong den suddenly....

Idiot No.1 : " sian. "
Idiot No.2 : " let's go ubin. "
Idiot No.1 : " fish. "
Idiot No.2 : " cycle as well. "
Idiot No.1&2 : " steady "

guess which Idiot was i? =/


well, i don't have a laptop adapter anymore so i can't be as active.

everynight overnight chiong ff9 on psp. chiong till nv slp.
awake is chiong dota, td & lame maps. =/ on bro comp.


well i'm off now. morning 10am nid meet ppl for breakfast. in town.