2 days ago, on thursday, i went to play ball with them. took the lonely bus, all the way~ then i tot of someone.
when i arrived at the place, they were at another venue. so i took out my phone and on my wifi, didnt know why.
and the name that appeared on the list, highest strength. and of coz top of the list made my heart jump out. (just a feeling) total wtf. heng i was alone. so no one saw my expression haha.
ok, today went expo. think going back on sunday. hell crowded after 4pm. heng we arrived arnd 230.
met junhao & jinyong. power. sharon went but didnt see her. hang around junhao there for some time for some reason~~ den i realized i needed to go back there again for it.
saw afew friends, helped lili buy something and .. ^^
ok nvm. den as fate would have it, i wont upload the pic tho. after going for a small bite outside expo that 7-11, well.
we decided to go back up to the 2nd floor to check out adidas apparel and we went up the escalator. the stairs were blocked by signboards and panels.
hmm.. when i see this. anyone can guess how i felt?
seriously. maybe i should start taking my life seriously. maybe just maybe when i find my motivation again. my source of life.
feeling so sweet ; 1:40 AM;Y
36hours of no sleep. whenever i close my eyes. that image appears and i would be in tears. not the sad kind of tears. tiredness maybe. but that image does attribute to something.
well, anyway. click to enlarge. below
feeling so sweet ; 1:38 AM;Y
Saturday, November 21, 2009
looks like i lasted the night. =/ idk if i would be so lucky next time. almost 24hrs of no sleep yet im nt sleepy. must have been the basketball earlier. haha
feeling so sweet ; 8:12 AM;Y
Thursday, November 19, 2009
sad & dejected. i was cheered up by someone haha. im the 'boss' -.- hahaha. shes the master. i was ordered to sleep at 4:20am but ): haha in return for her to sleep at 4:23. but.. it still bugs me la. hard to forget overnight?
☆ ❤ мå₪däž (*)✖ ChOcOLATe BeAr uNdEr tHe SUn ✖ WiNtER Is HeRe To StaY As lOnG aS u ArE aWaY =( ✖~(3:51 AM):
1) boss cannot be sad 2) boss must try to think of other things keep urself occupied 3) when boss sad can find me on9 if im nt there call ur bestest fren and talk 4) go classes 5) buy me chocolates 6) study hard
guess the only thing i can fulfill is rule number 5 huh. ill try to fulfill the rest though. although.its.hard.
feeling so sweet ; 4:28 AM;Y
i guess ive done it (: finally. gratz kw. its been almost a year since. (: ur the perfect idiot. haha. who wanna go out?
feeling so sweet ; 12:54 AM;Y
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
fucking crap.
feeling so sweet ; 12:06 AM;Y
Monday, November 16, 2009
just finished watching darker than black season 2 1-6. off to bed (: nite. below is my earlier post lol.
feeling so sweet ; 4:58 AM;Y
nice mouse? :D hahaha. unopened since 3 months ago.
its the Lachaesis by Razer. Bringer of Silent Death.
coupled with The Barracuda : Frosted Edge.
my Krait died on me just earlier.
served me well for almost 3 years.
wad kind of burial i gave him? nothing ):
dumped her in a plastic bag. so i opened up this new mice.
sweet
btw, first time in my life, 2 of my lucky charms fell out of my wallet.
it happened when i was exiting the mrt
it happened during 7:20-7:30 yesterday.
i didnt win the football game ytd but i was still glad.
my mum told me it must have meant i avoided something.
but in that situation, i guess nth could have come to harm me.
but i guess it was not me, another theory is that it protected
that someone i was missing. ): hopefully so ba. so it rained...
feeling so sweet ; 1:10 AM;Y
Sunday, November 15, 2009
yay~ went to ikea today. queensway & anchorpoint~ didnt see anything i really wanted thought ): coz it wasnt the right size. as in furniture.
soon its time to go out. )): guess ill sleep more tonight. rofl, ps-ed someone play whole night :D
feeling so sweet ; 6:49 AM;Y
Friday, November 13, 2009
yay~ finally going ikea tml. if all turns well. but i wanna be home or @ someone's house b4 730pm. i wanna catch Singapore - Thailand Live.
anw, headache's back. went to west mall this afternoon. library, comic's connection arcade and singapore pools -.- in the rain leh somemore~ and i saw a 'Samantha' on bus. lol really lookalike, maybe its her. but theres no feasible reason for her to be on that bus i was on. blahx. pizza 2 for 1 for dinner~ nice.
ohya btw, my whole body. aches like. hell.
shoulders. arms. knees. even now. i wonder why. this morning i knelt beside my bed to pick something up. i realised i could not stand? wtf is that.
next was my arms, i tried lifting something. it was hard. well my knees and arms ache just today -.- maybe im old.. and the weather affects my bones -.-
feeling so sweet ; 11:30 PM;Y
Sneezed till parents woke. fuck. body's so worn out. sleep is needed. nights (:
i cant seem to forget. i wonder if this is really what is meant to be.. and if ive made wrong choices till this date. enlighten me pls.
feeling so sweet ; 3:07 AM;Y
Thursday, November 12, 2009
another day. another adventure. my ass.
jc's alvls started recently. called them up and chatted. wondered how they were doing. well. hais. they told me things. stuff. not so good. it seems. really feel for them. i understand. really. i do wish all of them good luck. jiayou.
ohya, i need someone to follow me to ikea. i need new stuff. new cupboards and stuff. DIY tables im willing to buy and cab home with it.
and, i guess im really insensitive huh. you were having a fever and sore throat but was bored. i was having the headache and heaviness of the head so we played the whole day. dota lame maps etc.
den for the last few games, i went away to chat wif others. i went away to go to dinner, toilet, play wif bro. and throughout, i was never reprimanded or scolded =/
and the last game in which before you said u were slping after. i went to do something, since it didnt require much participation. lol. ):
when i came back, offline -.- sry.
why do "you" always do this to me -.-
feeling so sweet ; 9:14 AM;Y
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
hais.. i always get this kind of people. after playing a game or two. dey were so shocked to see how much better a 'girl' could play than them. weak shits LOL!
feeling so sweet ; 9:25 AM;Y
bored. off to sleep (: nite all.
need a good night sleep. 1am lol. record breaker.
all i seek for, is ur forgiveness.
feeling so sweet ; 12:58 AM;Y
Sunday, November 8, 2009
spent whole night chionging ladder. xmm chiong her own )x i chiong mi own. chiong whole night no game recorded sad. now i know how it works ;D
just home also from laksa.
feeling so sweet ; 10:35 AM;Y
Friday, November 6, 2009
just finished watching Lord of The Rings Trilogy (Extended). each part was 4hrs WTF?! one part already wan to die. soo shag hahaha. but the ending reminded me of a video.
anw, i finally remembered to get a screenshot. too popular in garena already xD HAHAHA. (if u know why)
feeling so sweet ; 8:29 AM;Y
Thursday, November 5, 2009
btw for those who play dota & have too much time. see this. well mostly for those who stick to the news and competitive play.
its fucking imba, eryc, weakest shit of all dota managers. i crossed swords with him many times. stuck up noob. left my game many times too. i mean dota of coz.
btw, those who catch no tail of it, well, jolie used to be in afew teams which topped the world. Eryc is team manager.
well, fucked up right, if u have read it.
This is a pic, this fucker who backstabs. read it man.
with no sleep under my belt, erm, gotta go out liao )x emo
feeling so sweet ; 8:36 AM;Y
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
just a simple question, do u think girls, in general, sleep earlier than the average guy?
if ur thinking abt mindlessly saying " the sausage! " ur so wrong. although, yes, most of the millions of people who stay up to rot or game are guys. like me.
there are many females that do the same also. evidence is that from 2am i have been checking facebook news feed from 2am till now, 620am. theres about 20 posts from over than 10 females.
not a single guy's. cool huh. it kinda surprised me tho. ok just refreshed, another one appeared, post was 5mins ago.
haha, maybe its also due to the guys my age all in NS alr. idk.
not trying to show off or wad, but doesnt it surprise u? all along i had impression females hit the sack b4 even sleague's game ended, 10pm.
heres one for the record, sibei imba.
feeling so sweet ; 6:15 AM;Y
Monday, November 2, 2009
so fucked up man. throat feels so tight. feel like total crap. i think abt it even now. its hard to sleep. insomnia~ insomni-a-ah ahah
ARGHHHH! SIAO LIAO!
then there will be idiots like joan who wake at 5am? or nv sleep yet. =/ kena me catch appering offline.
